Thursday, December 31, 2009

H A P P Y N E W Y E A R ! ( :

Hello(:
Firstly, I like to wish all a Happy New Year!:DD
I hope you guys had a great time counting down(:

And also I wish you all can find PEACE and JOY in the new year of 2010 :D
Oh and by the way,
as I was reading the newspaper today,
I stumbled upon this page where they recommended this awesome video :D
Haha it was really really funny.


It's about those people who answer their questions on worksheets wrongly.
SO YOU SHOULD GO WATCH IT.
SUPER FUNNY! :DD
Okay so here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDU3kkD6VUQ


Haha you guys should really watch it.
It will give you guys a great laugh^^
But one of the answer the four letter bad word.
So don't mind please(:
haha.
Okay..
So hmm..
These few days I didn't really like go anywhere. DD:
My life's is so boring. D:
Hmm..
Can't help it.
Anyway it will be crowded today.
Since it's the last day of 2010...
And people will be celebrating.

So.. okay.
I don't see what's there to celebrate though(:
But I hope those who celebrated had a great time:D
OH.



AND I REALISE I HAVEN'T BEEN GETTING ANY TAGS LATELY DDDD:
IT'S SO SADDENING T-T
COME ON PEOPLE!
HOW HARD IS IT TO TYPE A FEW WORDS IN THE TAGBOARD?
PLEASE JUST GIMMMEA TAGGGG.
PUHHH-LEAZE. ;DDD





So remember to tag me kays?
Haha. Bye~!



PS: WOAH THIS SEEMS TO BE THE LONGEST POST I HAVE EVER POSTED IN AGES. :DDD BE GLAD I TRIED MY BEST TO WRITE MORE CRAP HERE!



Cheer up, friend.
It will be okay :D

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Hello(:
What's up?
Hmm..
AWW.. SCHOOL'S GOING TO RE-OPEN T-T
That's a really sad news.
Hmm..
maybe not. :D
I wonder whose our teachers next year..
Okay..
I wonder why my posts are so short these days..
Hmm..
Okay
I have nothing much to say le..
Bye!(:
HELLO!
It's been long since I posted.
WOAH.
Okay.
So actually I have nothing mich to say.
MY EYE HURTS LIKE CRAP. -.-
Argh.
It's like swollen.
I hope it gets better by the time school starts though.
OMG.
AND NIGAHIGA HAS A NEW VID!~~~~~~~
WAHAHAHAHAH.
YAY!
Okay that was kinda.. Overreacting.
ANYWAY.
NIGAHIGA RAWKS.
Okay.
Hmm..
So school's starting in a few days..
And..
I hope you guys have had a nice holiday :DD
Okay.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

HALLLOOOO!
:DD
I AM BACK.:DD
Missed me?XD
Just kidding.
Anyway.
I hope you guys enjoyed christmas yesterday(:
I didn't.
:DD
Haha.
I don't celebrate christmas anyway.(:
So.
Er.. I don't have much to say...
:x
Okay.
I have to go
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Friday, December 25, 2009



MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!:DD

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Hellos.
So well as you can hear, I changed my my blog songs!XD
WAKAKAKA.
OMG "Two is better than one" this songs is sang by Boys like girls ft. Taylor Swift!
WAHAHA.
Both of my favourite singers :DD
Yay!
Okay. But the songs is seriously nice okay(:
wooh.
Teehee.
Anyway.
"Russian Roulette" by Rihanna is nice too^^
haha.
Okay..
I am starting to crap now.
Anyway.
It's christmas eve.
I guess people must be doing last minute shopping now?
Haha too bad I don't celebrate christmas D:
Lol.
Yeah.
I don't know what to say now.
Hols ending DD:
WAHAHA. NOOOOOO! T-T
Anyway.
I hope you guys enjoy my new blog songs.
:DD
Okay.
I have really nothing to say-.-

BYE!~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!^^

Monday, December 21, 2009

HELLO!
Long time no post eh?
Yeah it's been a long time since i blogged.
Anyway.
Let's start with yesterday.

So yesterday I went to compass point to get some things:D
And then I went to the library to get some books..
So after that I went back home to put my stuff


And i went granny's house(:
So brought granny to Changi Airport.
WOAH.
THE FOOD AND T3 WAS NICE^^
lol so I ate like some pig or something-.-
WAKAKAKAKA.
Okay so.. I reached home about 11 plus?
And I SLEPT.


Okay so now let's talk about today.
SO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!~
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS AND SENIORS FOR ALL YOUR MESSAGES AND PRESENTS AND EVERYTHING!:DDD
THANK YOU SO MUCH!^^



Okay. So I didn't do much today luh.
Went to granny house and... SLEEP.
Okay I know I'm a pig-.-
Okay then my Mum wants to go giant-.-
That means I have to carry her stuff T-T
So now I am blogging now! XDD

So nothing else..
Okay then
ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR EVERTHING MY FRIENDS AND SENIORS AND WHOEVER THAT MEANT WELL TODAY. LAWL.



BYEEEEE~!

Friday, December 18, 2009

Hi.
Just finished my book reviews.
ARGH.
Hmm..
okay
This is a really short post.
So.
Yeah
I shall end it.
Bye.
PS: I told you it was a short post. I want to sleep anyway.Okay bye.










You will never know my pain.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

HELLO!XD
Today was awesome!
WAHAHA!XD
Went to amk hub to watch movie.
Watched Planet 51!XD
Jing Xiu, Amos and Wai Loon paid for my ticket as birthday treat.
HAHA THANKS GUYS!:D
But before that we went to eat at Macs so was kinda late for the movie.
Missed the first part D:
But the movie was nice anyway^^
WAHAHA.
Okay so after that.
We walked to 7-eleven and library cos nurul needs to buy prepaid card and return her books. Lawl.
Okay, so we went back to slack.
Play loads of game
SUPER TIRING!XD
But funnnnnnnnn!~



YEAH. AND PEOPLE, THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL PRESENT!
it's super cute!
HAHA.
AND FUNNY~!
THANKS.
YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME.XD


Okay. *YAWN* I'm kinda tired :O

OKAY BYE~!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Hi.
Long time no post eh?
Anyway.
Nothing much happen again.
Life's boring.
Maybe it's better that way.
I guess.
Okay.
Erm.
I like my blog song^^
(RANDOM0__o)
Bleah.
I have nothing else to say.







It's now that I realise it's better not to know.
I regretted knowing.
...
Maybe after all it was just a mistake.
I guess so.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

HELLLO!XD
Hmm.
Nothing on today.
Went to Granny's house.
Read book the whole time there.
And I eventually slept.-.-(pig!XD)
yeah.
So now I am back.
POSTING!XD


Haha. Hmm.
Actually i don't have much to say.
I WANNA EXERCISE T-T
yeah.
It's like.
I don't know.
I just want to like.
ER.
HMM.
GET MYSELF TANNED AND BURN SOME FATS.
YEAH.
LOL.
So. I started on a new book.
THIS ONE ALSO YOLANDA INTRO ONE!xd
yolanda arh.
pro pro all the book she intro one all so nice de
LOL.


okay.. hmm.
Jiayan lent me her guitar and I am currently learning to play
"FAVOURITE GIRL BY JUSTIN BIEBER!"
WAHAHA.
I WISH I WILL PLAY AS PROFESSIONAL AS HIM ONE DAY.
I won't give up.
I am just a beginner though.
LONG WAY AHEAD T-T





okay. so there isn't much else bah.
okay then. BYE~!




I am not having my hopes high.
I know it will just get dashed anyway.
So. I will brace myself for everything that comes.
True friends walk in your life when everyone walks out.
How very true.




Screw you. -_-

Friday, December 11, 2009

Hello!XDDDDDDDDDD
Sorry for not posting ytd. Didn't felt like using the comp.^^
Was busying doing the lit hw.
OMG THAT THING ALMOST KILLED ME IN THE PROCESS.-.-
Now i don't feel like doing any homework.
But anyway. At least it's over now :DD
*phew phew*


ANYWAY.
There's nothing really interesting that happened these few days.
Was just chionging hw.
Woah. Hols are really flying.
NO I DON'T WANT IT TO END T_T

Wahahaha. Anyway. I just finish this book about this emo guy cutting himself.
The book is called "the perfect cut"
It's actually Yolanda anyhow choose then she was like
"Weiyun this book it's about this guy cutting himself and i tot you might like it"
=.="
but yolanda YOU'RE RIGHT. I LIKED THE BOOK!XDDD


But i tot it was kinda stupid for him to cut himself.
Wasting blood.
But the book tells me that those people who cuts themselves cut because they feel... ALIVE AND REAL.

And i was like.
I tot they cut themselves to die?O.O
Anyway.
The book's pretty nice( NOT THE CUTTING)
But about how he overcomed in and blah(:


OKAY. THAT WAS PRETTY RANDOM...
SO I guess there isn't anything else to talk about.. (:
OKAY BYE!^^







No. I am just tired..
Really.
Sigh.
Will it ever go back to normal?
I hope it does.
I miss those days..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Hello.
Apparently i'm back.
Actually I have no mood for a post.
But.
I am just posting for the sake of posting.
Anyway.
Something I hate.
When people compare me with another person.
I wish they could shut up.
I am me.
I have the right to just be myself.
You have no right to change me, judge me, or even compare me.
So shut up.
SHUT UP.-.-













ARGH. PISSED. PISSED. PISSED.
SHIT THIS SHIT.-.-
Forget it.
Let them think the way they want then.
I am not gonna care anymore.
If you don't have trust or faith in me,
then forget it.
I won't pursue it.
I don't want.
Why should I?
It's so asshole-ing tiring.
...
...
...
...
...
...









We're seriously drifting apart.
This sucls.
How is this going to last.
I don't know.
Really.
Maybe I am thinking too much.
Maybe it's all just temporary.
But no matter which way is it.
It doesn't matter.
I tried. I did try.
At least I tried.
But I failed.
So?
Too bad.
Nobody cares anyway.
AND THAT'S WHAT I HATE.
People pretending everything's alright.
When actually everything's not.
AND THEY KNOW IT'S NOT.-.-





You want it to end eh?
Okay then.
I am tired trying to continue to pretend everything's alright.
End it then.
End it.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!
LOL. OKAY. USUAL THING.
HOW WAS MY DAY?
It was... GREAT?
Okay so I went for sectionals like 9,
then I met JiaYan at my house there first coz I need to dry clean my blazer.
THEN THE SHOP NOBODY ONE-.-
So after waiting very long, I asked my maid to help me bring back to my house.
Then took bus to compass point meet Yolada go library(:


So in the library, JIAYAN WAS RANDOMLY PICKING BOOKS AND STUFFING THEM INTO MY ARMS-.-lol
But I managed to borrow like. 5 books?
HOPE I CAN FINISH IN TIME ^^

Then I FORGOT BRING YOLANDA BLAZER TO GIVE HER! XD So she came my house to take it(: and I waited with her until her parents came to fetch:DD We talked about random stuff too^^

OKAY, SO I AM LIKE REALLY REALLY TIRED FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. I DON'T KNOW WHY. LOL.




OH YEAH. BY THE WAY. TOUR BAND, JIAYOUS FOR HONG KONG TRIP! YOU GUYS CAN DO IT! :DD

Anyway. Yeah that's all for today. REALLY REALLY TIRED. I GUESS I'LL GO SLEEP LE. CIAO!~


We're falling apart,
I have a bad feeling it's not gonna last.
Please tell me I am overreacting.
Please. Someone. Anyone. Just tell me T^T

Monday, December 7, 2009

HELLLLOO.
Came back from Malacca ytd.
The trip was awesome.
Shopped till i dropped.
LOL.
OKAY.
It's really late now,
so i think,
i will make this real short.
BYE!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

SECOND POST OF THE DAY.
WOAH.


Anyway. Just getting bored again.
I got another blog song^^
SORRY FOR CONSTANTLY CHANGING ME BLOG SONG BUT THIS SONG IT'S REALLY NICE XDDDD

And secondhand serenade guitar skills are like woah. REALLY PRO. It's nice too(:
All his songs are nice AND EMO. EMO EMO EMO. Tsk tsk. He's such a sad man D:

ANYWAY. So that's all I have to say^^
BYEEE~!
HELLLLLO~!
I am back!
(happy right?)^^

ANYWAY.
I changed the design of my ipod thingy and many other things^^
Getting kinda sick of the old stuff.. SO I JUST CHANGE EVERYTHING LOR(:
haha okay. lol. Nothing else better do.


OKAY. So.. i have nothing else to say. LOL. Spent loads of time changing the things. LOL.
Oh wait. I also changed the links in alphabetical order so yeah.

It's more fair^^ and i don't know why there's a space in between jasmine and clive's link. so just ignore it XD

Ok so i have to go already!
BYE!~

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hey I am back!
HAPPY RIGHT^^?
(I know you are^^)
Okay now I seem to say that like everytime i post-.-
ANYWAY.

Really sorry about the previous post I didn't know what happened to my computer suddenly the font like weird weird de(:

Anway. Hmm.. I am really really worn out these few days.
I don't know why. But I am.
Things to be completed seems to be endless.
Everytime you complete with one task, there goes another one coming up.
OH GIVE IT A BREAK.
ARGH-.-



Sorry just getting kinda pissed lately.
Maybe cos I am seriously so tired.
AND I HAVEN'T COMPLETED MY HOLS HW.
Book reviews. I can't understand them.
Are they to make us read more books or what.
Hmm... who cares.

ANYWAY.
I won't be around from 4th to 6th dec.
SO DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH!^^
(JUST KIDDING!)
But anyway yeah.
Don't contact me or anything.
I won't be answering(:


SOOO....

Anyway. You know those people who tends to look down on certain people due to what qualities the person have, you should STOP DOING THAT.

'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT GIVING THE PERSON A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES AND JUST DECIDING THEIR ABILITIES THROUGH HOW THEY LOOK YOU'RE BEING SUCH AN ASSHOLE.

IT'S NOT LIKE THEY GET A CHANCE TO DECIDE HOW THEY LOOK RIGHT OR WHAT KIND OF FAMILY ARE THEY BORN IN.

SO JUST GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND STOP LOOKING DOWN ON PEOPLE.

okay. So this is all I have to say. I am NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR. I CLARIFY MYSELF FIRST BEFORE ANY MISUNDERSTANDINGS OCCURS^^

Anyway I guess this is all I will be posting for today(:

PS:PLEASE LEAVE A TAGG WHEN YOU GUYS VISIT MY BLOG KAY? I WILL TRY TO TAGG ON YOUR BLOGS MORE OFTEN TOO! THANKS!~


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

HI GUYS. I DON'T KNOW WHY THE FONT IS LIDDAT. I LOOKS STUPID I KNOW, ANYWAY I CHANGED MY BLOG SONGS!

HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT!I TOOK A GREAT DEAL OF TIME TO CHOOSE IT! MOSTLY IS BOYS LIKE GIRLS SONGS︿︿


OKIE. BYE~!
YOSH!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hello people^^
I AM BACK?
ain't ya happy?
(I know you are^^)
Okays.. SO...
Let's talk about yesterday yesterday... WHICH IS 26 NOVEMBER 2009^^
Ps never blog about it cos don't feel like posting then(:

28 november 2009(:
Yeah so me and yolanda went to school to collect our marching shoes then we went to pratice our instruments(:

YAY~ and we're supposed to meet jiayan THEN SHE SAY MUST WATCH FINISH THE VCD SHE RENT BY TODAY COS NEED RETURN ALREADY-.- so we wait for her while we went to eat lunch first at hougang mall.

So while we were ordering the food we were toking about random stuff and yolanda got so excited about anime and AFA lol^^

So when it came to taking the tray cos we ordered tgt then the auntie put two bowls on the single tray and we were like "you want carry anot?" so i just carry lor THEN ON THE WAY BACK TO OUR TABLE YOLANDA WAS LIKE "YOU CAN ANOT? YOU CAN ANOT?" haha lol.

So eat eat eat, talk talk talk, then it was like 1 plus when we finished our lunch and yolanda wanted to show me some manga thingy so we went to comics collections yeah.

LOL then there's was this like sale woman SHE CAME AND KEEP ON LIKE TELLING US DON'T KNOW WHAT STUFF LA like which comic nice and blah all the crap THEN WE JUST HURRY UP GET OUT OF THE SHOP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE LOR^^

So then after that we just like walk around and stuff then... we go jiayan house for fun lor.
So when we reached her house we used her com and she let us play audition for awhile AHH I CAN'T PLAY COS I AM NOT USED TO THE KEYS THINGY T^T

THEN WE WATCHED NIGAHIGA! hilarious we were laughing like hell(:

soo.. after that around 4 plus we went home and then i came home and praticed my scores... AND THEN NO MORE(:











SO LET'S CONTINUE WITH TODAY'S PROGRAMME!
Okay had parade in the morning since it's the school's open house(:
Yeah it was nice(: although hot and we were wearing like real thick clothes(:
So you can imagine.
Okay anyway.
After that i meet jiayan and natalie outside the school gate there cos jiayan can't go in becos she wearing home clothes! HAHA TOOO BAD ;D

then we went to the dry clean shop at hougang mall to dry clean budden due to some crop ups i decided that i shud ask my mum to help me and yolanda bring to the dry-clean shop instead(:

okay then we went to compass point and walked around... blah blah stuff lor.
then natalie went home first and jiayan took the same bus as me to my house to play basketball

play play play until 3 plus..( I SUFFERED ALOT OF HEAD SHOTS T__T)
then we call audrey come here(: haha
then she came and she said she was hungry
SO WE WENT MACS.
yeah. she had big mac
and me and jiayan were staring at her eat..
AND WE WERE SALIVATING. lol

anyway
I came back home and was EXHAUSTED. SERIOUSLY
it's a very tiring day today but fun though..(:

OKAYS i shall end here(:

BYE!~^^


Monday, November 23, 2009

Hello.
I AM BACK AGAIN^^
HAPPY RIGHT?
I KNEW IT XD

Hmm.. wells today was a very very long day. VERY. NO seriously; IT'S REALLY LONG.
But no doubt, had damn loads of fun^^

And well. I heard someone said something that made me ponder over it for real long. Hmm.. I never well really agreed with the person but that person finally said something that maybe well, I should reflect on myself abit.

Okay, so my fellow friends, HOW ARE YOUR HOLS?
MINE IS GREAT!(the opposite)^^
Mine is getting boring.... OMG.
I CAN'T STAND BOREDOM.
I NEED PILLS.
PILLS.
PANADOL :DDDD

MEEEEE LOVE PANADOLLLLL!^^

MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE ADVERTISING FOR PANADOL!^^

EEEEEEEEEEEEW. I HATE CAMERAS.

ME HATE CAMERAS!(AND PERHAPS FLASHING LIGHTS TOO COS IT HURTS MY EYE T-T)

BUT ANYWAY. PANADOL RAWKS!


BUT ANYWAY. LET'S STOP ALL THIS PANADOL CRAP. (although I kinda like it).
Bleah. I haven't start on most of my hols hw. BUT WHO CARES. I JUST NEED MY PANADOL!^^ Great. I can't keep control of myself.^^I gotta get MY PANADOL.



SO. I guess there ain't anything else to say? SO BYE!^^




Sunday, November 22, 2009

Hello.
Sorry for not posting for some time.
(not like anyone ever reads anyway)
Yeah but still.
For some reasons, I don't know what, I am posting^^
SO THANK ME FOR THAT.
(You're welcomed^^)

Anyway. Recently got obsessed with NIGAHIGA and yeah, coz I needed some cheering up so I seek THE NIGAHIGA and they cheered me up^^ NIGAHIGA FOREVER!^^
Okay.
So maybe the days where I didn't post I went to sort out my thinking and I realized that hating people was. Well. Kinda waste of time. So I guess I shouldn't waste my time hating those people not worth my HATE. ^^

Oh okay.. hmm.. Nothing going on much just going back to school for band and also doing my hw and stuff... HMM. I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHAT I SHUD SAY.

OKAY SO AS I WAS PONDERING OVER SOME OF MY MORONIC QUESTIONS YESTERDAY I CAME TO STUMBLE ACROSS ONE THAT WAS SURPRISINGLY NOT SO MORONIC. Okay so here it goes.

You know when you take bus you usually see people alighting from the front doors of the bus(the opening where you board the bus) but have you ever seen people boarding from the back doors of the bus(the exit; opening where you alight from the bus)?

So well I was just thinking about this and I OBVIOUSLY COULDN'T FIND AN ANSWER. So if you have an answer, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TAG IT AT THE TAGBOARD OR CONTACT ME OR SOMETHING? (although i don't really think anyone so random will ever do that) BUT STILL. IF YOU'RE THAT RANDOM DO FEEL FREE^^



Anyway so I guess there isn't anything else much to say about this. AND IF I NEED HELP WITH ANY OF MY OTHER MORONIC QUESTIONS I GUESS I WILL DEFINITELY POST IT AT MY BLOG.(not like anyone will ever answer it) BUT STILL. I WON'T GIVE UP^^


OKAY. I SHALL GO NOW.
ps: PLEASE TAG IF YOU EVEN COME ACROSS THIS BLOG. OR READ MY POST. OR WHATEVER. JUST TAG. THANKS!^^

BYES~! have a great day! OR NIGHT?(cos it's night now)^^

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Hello.
I am back again.
Actually I don't even know the reason why I am posting.
Nobody ever visits this blog?
THAT'S SAD T^T
But still. It's TRUE.
No one evers comes here.
Okay maybe once in a while..
Someone happen to come to this page.
And then.
Tagg.
THEN NO MORE.
T.T
It's seriously saddening.
Now I don't even post.
Or issit because I don't post that's why they don't tagg.
I DON'T KNOW LAH.
OKAY.
I nothing else to say^^
BYEEEEEEE~!


PS: GO SEE NIGAHIGA!IT'S SO FUNNY. IT JUST CHEERS YOU UP INSTANTLY!^^ THE ONLY CURE TO SADNESS!









Oh. So you have always been like this.
Only I was too blind to notice.
This is getting seriously confusing.
You were once so familiar.
Like you have always been. Like how you should have been.
Then? It's always like that.
Once I thought you were. Wow good.
Then you have to destroy it.
You just have to destroy that perfect image of you in my head.
Seriously. I am not kidding.
It's been a really. Well quite some time I felt this way about you.
But this time. I know it's definite.
I know. Nothing you do is ever going to change my opinion of you anymore.
You might not even give a bloody damn about me.
But seriously
I do care about you. Or should I say I did.
To think that I did.
Wow.
And this is all I get in return.
Thanks anyway.
Because you made me came to realise that I don't need to sympathise you.
Because you don't deserved what you have now.
You don't.
You don't.
I am not something you pick up and throw away as and when you like.
I repeat myself.
I am not something you pick up and throw away as and when you like.
How would it feel if I did that to you?
If you're looking for that's 'thing',
Look for someone else.
I am not.


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

41th post.

Hellos.
Haven't been posting for long eh?
I know.
I know.
So.. MY MANGA ENDED WAHAHAHAH T^T
OMG. MY ONLY PURPOSE OF USING THE COMPUTER IS NOW GONE!
GONE FORVER.
AND EVER.
AND EVER.
WAIT.
Maybe not.
Maybe it will have PART 2?
Okay I will wait till that very day.

So this few days.
What have I been doing?
I don't really know either.
I don't feel like going out.
Neither can I anyway.
So.
I just stay at home.
And let myself rot away.
Ok maybe not rot away.
I just do my hw?
And pratice my instrument :D
The only thing that makes me happy.
MY INSTRUMENT :D

Okay. Random.
I guess I have nothing to say?
See?
THAT'S WHY I DON'T POST BECOS I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
lOl I make a bad blogger T^T

I shodn't even have thought of it.
I knew it.
I knew it.
It can't be.
You aren't that kind.
And I wasn't even part of the story.




I am just a broken piece of puzzle waiting to be solved.
Definitely. I seen you wrongly.
And now.
You're just nothing.
Nothing.
Get it?

Friday, November 13, 2009

I can't ake it.
You are taking up too much space in my mind.
Go away.
Get out of my mind.
Just stop appearing.
You make me crazy just thinking of you.
I wish you could just disappear.
I hate this.
But i can't stop it.
My heart won't allow it to.
Shit. I can't sink any deeper.
I reached the bottom.
Reached the border line.
I can't stand it anymore.
Sooner or later.
Or some other time.
I don't know.
I am going to explode.
My heart is going to burst.
Seriously.
I don't know how much longer are you going to take to get out of my mind.
But until then.
I have to constant make space for you.
You've have taken everything.
Or stole. should I put it as.
My heart. You stole it all away.
Asshole.


...
...
...
...
...

We're all drifting apart.
Remember we promised not to?
But what happened now?
Even meeting up is so hard.
Yeah great.
Our lives are so busy.
We don't even see each other anymore.
Sad eh?
Yeah.
I really wonder how long is this going to last.
They only thing that keeps us going is our old good times.
But they seem so distant from now.
So , so far. Can't reach it.
What a pity if it's going to seriously end liddat.
Wells. What else can we do?
Can't help it.
Just pray hard we can keep this going.
Just wish this all don't end like that.
I don't want it to.

...
...
...
...
...
...

Maybe it's better.
At least the days are over.
Maybe.
Who knows what's going to happen next...
But I guess it's all better like that.
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...


Finally I let it all out.
Though I don't feel any better.
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

YOSH!
I CAME BACK COS I FEEL LIKE I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO DO. AND I AM VERY VERY BORED. VERY. SO I DECIDED TO POST AGAIN!
HAHA. VERY GOOD RIGHT? XD OK. SO... ACTUALLY I COME BACK OSO NOTHING TO POST I JUST WANTED TO LIKE TYPE SOMETHING. LOL JUST TO TRY OUT MY FINGERS ARE WORKING^^

KAY.. I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS. AND WHEN LIKE YOU KNOW LOAN SHARKS GO AROUND WRITING "O$P$" I LIKE THE RED BIG WORDS THE SPRAY. LOL.

OK I KNOW THAT'S DAMN RANDOM. BUT SERIOUSLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

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I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING! ANYTHING. WAIT LEMME THINK. I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS.(:


FORGET IT. I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING.-.-

BYE~!

PS: I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS^^
EHHHHHH YOUUUU! HELLO! XD
AAAAHHH THE CLASS CHALET IS FUNNNNNNNNNN XD
BILLARDS. BOWLING. CARDS. BBQ. OMG. FUN(: except at night. CAN'T SLEEP T.T

HAHAHAHAHAHA OK IT'S WAS SO FUNNN~! ok. i very long never post liao hor? My blog getting abit rusty already. Not like Tze ning one. Almost everyday also got polish(:

ERRR. Actually. I have nothing much to say XD.

SHORT SHORT POST~
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!(:

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

What am I supposed to say?
I really don't know.
I don't know to trust my feelings and instincts,
or just simply follow my heart.
I really want this to be real simple,
like 1 plus 1 equals 2,
but I guess it will always be much much more complicated.

I have no idea,
what am I ever going to without you,
but i guess I'll never ever have you,
no matter how much I try,
or how much I want it.
Because everytime I wish for you,
you always disappear.
Far, far away.
And it makes me feel like I'm never ever going to reach it.
I don't intend to give up.
But now,
it seems that I don't have any other choices to choose from.

I stare into the ceiling,
questions starting to fill my mind,
and my heart always have answers to it.

But it seems like.
Now, my heart cannot answer any of these questions,
any of the doubts.
And I'm not even clear of my direction.
Not even knowing what I really want.
I used to be so sure.
That i wanted you.
But now,
althoug the feeling had not changed a single bit,
But you changed instead.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

LYRICS OF "LIKE A KNIFE" BY SECONDHAND SERENADE^^

I did a lot, I know you say,
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away.

Cause today, you walked out of my life,
Cause today, your words felt like a knife.
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And not matter where I go it's always pouring all the same
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you,
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know if your leaving,
All you did was stop the bleeding,
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever.
And these words they have no meaning,
If we cannot find the feeling,
That we held onto together,
Try your hardest to remember.

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life,
(Stay with me or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe)
I'm not living this life.


END~

PS: I LURVEEEEEEE THIS SONG^^ lol I realise also that secondhand senerade songs ARE SUPER EMO. I sometimes wonder how he keep himself out of depression singing all those emo songs. Well maybe he already has depression 0.0 who knows^^ I especially like the part I high-lighted in red:DD

"Your call" by Secondhand Serenade^^

OKIE BYES!~

Monday, November 2, 2009

HALLO.
Let's talk about today.
We had some science thingy. AND WHAT THE---- I HAD GLITTER ALL OVER MY FACE== ASRE. Haha and we were teasing about how yolanda laughs. "OH-HO-HO-HO!" lol she sounds like Santa Claus(:

Ok. So we celebrated Yolanda's birthday although it's tomorrow and we bought the cake and ate at macDonalds^^ cos got air-con mah^^ AND I SAW MY PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATE(:

Ok so those poeple who were eating lunch at MacDonald was waiting for the 12.00 PM so they can have the don't know what Macvalue lunch or don't know what shit la. Yeah something liddat so we waited and waited...

OK! THEN FINALLY CAN EAT CAKE!^^ We ordered the cake called" Black Forest" then it's 18 bucks then we were taking pictures of yolanda cutting the cake LOL. Ok so after we distributed the cake then of course we eat la!^^ OK. THE CAKE IS NICE. BUT DAMN DAMN DAMN SWEET. WAH I TELL YOU. OK ACTUALLY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS. it's just really sweet as in SWEET NOT SWEEEET~== ok forget it.

lol ok then after we left MacDonald Audrey got basketball training so she couldn't join us D: THEN SHE SAY SHE VERY FULL WANT TO SHIT. LOL and then we started talking about an elephant who caused a zoo keepers' death becos the elephant shit on the zookeeper just as he was checking it's butt and the shit BURIED THE ZOO KEEPER TO DEATH. LOL.

OK. so.. we went to compass i went to the library with jasmine and then the rest went to the comic collection. Yeah. Then we went popular see don't know what OMG I WANT THE STORYBOOKS D: ok nvm then we saw Glenda!We said hi and then walk off. or something liddat shud be^^

Then Sarah, Jiayan, Yolanda and Jasmine( Natalie had to leave first) wanted to eat sushi. ARGH WALAU I SO HUNGRY AND NO MONEY. AND MY LUNCH WAS AT HOME. OK. NVM SO I FOLLOWED THEM THERE AND THEN BRING THEM TO A PLACE WHERE THEY CAN EAT AND THEN. Weny home becos i couldn't stand them eating infront of me== lol. nvm YAY SO I HAD MY LUNCH AND IS NOW POSTING. (:




OK I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS TOT SUDDENLY CAME OT MY MIND. BUT I SUDDENLY HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO LIKE. YOU KNOW ACT SO PROFOUND WHEN THEY'RE ACTUALLY NOT. OK I AM NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR I AM JUST. RANDOMLY REFERRING TO THE GENERAL. OK. SO yeah i guess that's like all i have to say(:


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hello.
Again. I'm back. Hmm.. I thought about many things again during this really extremely long weekend(although it's only two weeks, it felt like forever). Maybe it's really time.

Time to mature up.

Time to make the right choices.

Time to do the right things.

Time to take things in stride.

Time to see the bright side of life.

Time to do my parents proud. (I've let them down too much)

Time to be immune to bad things and words that affect me in a bad way.

Time to be independant and strong.

And lastly.

Time to let you go 'cause you don't belong to me.

Well I guess during the weekend i thought of how the hell I am supposed to do all these things. I guess I will just have to try.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Dedication to all my best friends.

32th post.

Hello.
I want to thank everyone that has made my secondary one life much much more happier and fufilling. Thanks for all of you guys support, jokes and even sarcastic remarks they are all something I am going to miss so, so much.

I want to say sorry for everything and anything i have done to hurt anyone of you and I'm really sorry for anything that has caused you guys to be worried for me. Please accept my apology.

I will always remember what you have done for me, to me good or bad. I will always remember you guys!

JIAYOUS AND NEVER GIVE UP BECOS THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE SUPPORTING YOU SILENTLY OUT THERE WHO NEVER WANTS YOU TO GIVE UP! so jiayou!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

HELLLLLLLOS!

HAHA TODAY GOT BASKETBALL INERCLASS. SO I WAS DEFENDING THE OPPONENT'S COURT AND THEN RACHEL WAS DEFENDING ME BUT THEN WHEN I LOOKED AROUND THERE WAS NO ONE BECOS EVERYONE IS LIKE THERE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COURT. So rachel asked me why am i running when there's no one AND I SAID I DON'T KNOW. LOL HAHA! so funny right. LOL

OK. we lost by two points by still it was a nice match(:haha close match though GOOD JOB GUYS!!!!!! let's hope we get the chance to play against each other again(:

WEEEEEEEEEEE. i don't know what to say. LOL. the guys went into the finals and they got second place GOOD JOB! LOL. OK everyone did a good job! even those who did not play at least they gave us MORAL SUPPORT :DD


OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK happy holidays people! it's the last day of school tomorrowDDD: i wanna stay tgt with all of the class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BYE~!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

HEYS!

I'M BACK. FOR GOOD. actually i'm always here :DD
LOL THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO ENJOYED MY POEMS! and ps for the vulgarities.
OMG. i am having like typos everywhere there's like something wrong with my fingers or something. It's like. I DON'T KNOW I JUST KEEP HAVING BLOODY TYPOS. ARGH==

ANYWAY. let's talk about ytd. HMM.
I actualLY FORGOTTEN MOST OF IT.LOL. okok i remembered that. OH YA WE WERE GUESSING THE NAME OF THE SONGS THAT JIAYAN IS PLAYING THROUGH HER PHONE AND TZE NING WILL SWEAR OR POINT MIDDLE FINGER IF SOMEONE GUESS THE SONG FASTER THAN SHE DID. lol vulgar.

SO. Hmm.. today we went to chinatown. and little india. yeah the temple is cool. we had to take off our socks and shoes. OMG suddenly i felt like fainting there(: LOL. yeah and the drawings in the temple is SO COOL. and they have to like actually changed and repainted it EVERY MONTH. hmm. AMAZING. ok the chinatown heritage.

WALAU SQUEEZE HERE AND THERE. and we ended up busy copying instead of actually knowing about our history== and then we went to see how our great grand father or mothers lived in the past and yeah it was so creepy. THEIR ROOM IS REALLY SMALL. yeah and dark too. AND WHEN WE PROCEEDED TO THE KITCHEN THERE WAS THIS COCKROACH THERE I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL BUT THEN AFTER A CLOSER LOOK I REALISE THAT IT WAS FAKE. Lol.

OK. THEN WE WENT TO THE TOILET. OMG. i don't wanna continue anymore. I DON'T WANT TO DIRTY MY KEYBOARD WITH MY VOMIT. i really admire our ancestors for being able to actually withstand the. *(lost for words)*

ok. So that's practically for today(: and yeah. PLEASE TAGG T.T MY CBOX GETTING DEAD-ER AND DEAD-ER. LOL ok that's for all~!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(;

Sunday, October 25, 2009

You.

You were once so nice.
But soon changed,
Into various faces that ranged.

I could never understand,
How you changed so much.
Or is it because I wasIdifferent,
When you weren't?

You say it right in my very face,
And I stared right into your gaze.
And I thought,
Never in a thousand years,
Would I ever hear it with my own ears.

I'm really sick of your attitude,
And I wish you can go all mute.
Shut the hell up of your trap,
Before you can actually make it into a rap.

You don't ever seemed to be guilty,
And by the way, I don't need your pity.
You will never realise how much your words hurt,
And you are extremely curt.

Maybe one day you will realise the pain you've caused me,
For all the hes and shes.
But until that very day,
I just want to get out of your way.
Just stop hurting me okay?

Or please,
At the very least,
Get the hell out of my life,
Before I really stab you with my knife.

No matter if you meant it as a joke,
You have already bursted my balloon of hope,
With a really sharp, sharp poke.

Stop acting like you even care,
Going all like" You're rare"
When you don't even actually give a bloody damn.

So fuck off asshole.

STRICTLY COPYRIGHTED.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

28th post.

My love~
Our memories alive,
My dead live revive.
My life turned bright,
Because of you, my light.

We were meant for each other,
Although disagreed by your mother.
We ran far far away,
Just to be together for one day.

And soon, for some reason,
You faded away,
And my life never have a day.

My life became dark,
And i could never be as happy as a lark.

I know you're not coming back again,
But i can't help and wait in vain.
Will you ever realise my pain?

I was reluctant,
But soon forgotten,
About our relationship in the past,
Oh, what a pity it didn't last.
And it dawned on me,
That actually, we were never meant-to-be...


This poem not copied and IS STRICTLY COPYRIGHT. Thank you and may you enjoy the poem^^

Friday, October 23, 2009

You.
Totally new.
I don't remember you being like this.
And i apparantly don't understand what happened to you.
You turn into such a bloody beast.
I don't recognise you. And i'm not sure if i want to either.
It's so horrible.
I can't stand even looking at your face for a moment.
Even hearing your laughter,
make my anger boil.
I wish i could resist punching you in your dog face.
I always have to make a great effort to stop myself from killing you.
I don't know why.
You changed so much.
I am really scared and shocked.
Scared of whay you'll change into next.
Shocked. That you're actually this kind of person now.
Everthing is like cystal clear.
I can't imagine my days ahead.
The fear is over-whelming.
And i know i can't do anything to help it.
I know...
It's far beyond my ability and i only i can do now is probably to get on with my damn life and hope that things will actually change.
I am really lost.
Really. I have totally no idea this was going to turn out like that.
Maybe from that day onwards
everything in my life was already made a twist
And there was nothing i could actually do.
because i didn't know.
and i don't want to carry on like this.
I am real tired.
Real tired...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

26th post.

After getting the results, streaming sudenly came to my mind. ]
And then all i could actually think of was the sad faces of people leaving the class.
Maybe it won't be so drastic. I hope so. i really want to stay in the same class and who doesn't feel the same?
But never mind, it's actually considered nice and lucky that we met in 1e2 and IF i am saying IF, we get streamed from our fellows friends, we can still always remember the memories we shared in our heart.
LOL SOUND SO CHIM..?
So. I guess i shadn't like sadden all of you'll by mentioning this while we are still enjoying the after exams thingy. LOL


HAHA. I watch the PCK interview just now on youtube cos jiayan ask me go watch.
INTERVIEWER: What's the most daring thing you ever worn?
PCK: I WEAR MY YELLOW AND WALK DOWN ORCHARD ROAD. MY YELLOW BOOTS ONLY..*smile smile*

HAHA! LOL i laugh until no breath liao! LOL.

THERE'S NTOHING ELSE TO SAY RIGHT?
WEIYUN: Calling once, calling twice..
READER: aiyah just shut up la!

ok bye bye! i noe the last part was lame(:

Monday, October 19, 2009

25TH POST.
ahhh. far from tn. FORGET IT.
zz was reading people's blog. I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO THAT LOL I GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO RIGHT. ok. forget it.

so. er. there's always nothing ot say when i wanna post and then people ask me to post when i have really nothing to post. SO DON'T FORCE ME. I WILL POST WHEN IT'S TIME TO. i guess.

Secrets. something dark, mysterious, alluring, evil? i don't know. secrets is something that has the power to destroy, anything. so. SECRETS. good or bad?

LOL. what did i just say?I AM TURNING MENTAL. kk bye

Sunday, October 18, 2009

24th post.

the bright lights shone.
the floor dazzled.
our heads spinned,
our hands intertwined.
it became only us,
within our world.

lol random post to catch up with tn! haha LOL OKOK hmm.. actually there's nothing much to say. SO.. bye!(:

Thursday, October 15, 2009

~EXAMS~
Lurking in the shadows,
or behind our windows.
As it slowly creeps,
We start to freak.
We, unaware of it's presence,
Until one day in the lessons;
The teacher abruptly said,
"Exams are around the corner,
Just right behind your collar"
The students screams, jumped and gasped,
All on the verge of ready-to-collasped
Some of them pissed,
Some of them pleased.
And on that day,
During the peaceful may,
the students in the classroom sat.
The exams was finally here,
And right in front of them they leer.
Exams. Something that always sneaks,
Take a peep,
And always catch you in a hide-and-seek.

This poem is copyrighted(although not legally) and it's not copied from elsewhere.
This poem is made by me. Author of the blog^^

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

PIANG EH 22TH POST!
My greetings to everyone! OK THAT SOUNDED DO ANGMOH.. OK LET'S TRY IT AGAIN. EH YOU OVER THERE! yes you you! HEYSS!

OK THAT WAS RANDOM. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA TODAY MATHS PAPER IS FINALLY OVER. OVER. YES! so now. I'm free like a freaking bird. WAIT. I AM ONE== as what.. people says== OK NVM. OMG. IT'S OVER!

HAHA I NEVER POST FOR VERY LONG I NOE(: VERY VERY LONG... SO NOW I WILL KEEP ON POSTING OT MAKE UP FOR THE POSTS I NEVER POST DUE TO ALL THAT MUGGING.

WELLS. HMM.. OMG IT'S A MIRACLE I DON'T DIE FROM ALL THAT STUDYING. Only yolanda can study so much xD she naturally.. HARDWORKING(: lol.


HMM.. went to read ppl blog just now(: later go post on the FREAKING dead class blog(: SO WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT..? oh ya. This is well.. just a concern for the people around me and as well as anyone who comes and read my blog..( do i sound like i want ppl to com0.0? nvm(:) if you're like feeling depressed or sad or anything or EVEN HAPPY==, just cheeer up. It's not going to be the end of the world, as long as you believe there's light and hope in everything. So yeah. It actually depends on how you look at it(: so... yeah for the happy ones, BE EVEN MORE HAPPY. LAWL.

so.. yeah i guess this post is enough for the posts i have not been making bah(: EH. IT'S VERY HARD TO POST EVERYDAY YOU NOE! I EVEN MISSED SEEING MY RAINBOW JUST TO POST!!! OMG IT JUST RAIN I GO SEE IF CAN SEE RAINBOW!!!!! BYYYEEESSSS!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

21 post.
WAH LAG LIKE SHIT. TZE NING DON'T KNOW HOW MANY POST LIAO==
forget it i shall take my own SWEET time to post. my posts are rare if you notice(: AT LEAST BETTER THAN YOLANDA'S LA xD sorry yolanda(:

SO WHAT'S UP. haha ytd went to j8 to eat with audrey, jiayan, natalie, tzening, yolanda, xuan li and john. then we keep on changing idea... change change change suddenly we ended up eating macs instead of swensens. LOL but it was still fun anyway. OH AND I LIKE THE TOILET^^

Then go play basketball near Audrey's aunt house. THEN RAIN. PLAYED IN THE RAIN! fun(: then go this angmoh he was playing some skateboard then SUDDENLY ASK US GO TRY THEN I NEEDED JIAYAN SUPPORT WHILE I SKATED! lol damn fun.

haha then around 6 plus i went home and got a SLIGHT FLU, so ate my medicine and slept from 9 pm to 9 am then next morning. WOW BROKE RECORD. STRAIGHT 12 HOURS OF SLEEP. shiok!

then went my grandma's house to celebrate mid autumn festival. yeah it was fun(: BUT I STILL HAD TO DO MY HW T.T

Just now doing maths assessment and now blogging. LONG TIME NO BLOG! miss my keyboard(: and the sound of it when i type the words inside. (: haha.


SO.. NOTHING ELSE TO SAY LE..0.O DEAD LIFE. lols kk BYE!~ so colourful!^^

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Agreed to be friends and never fends,
but you broke that trust and now i rust,
and by chance now shall i polish,
because you treated me like your dish,
eat me up and then vomit me out,
so horrible it came out your snout,
but i shall never let you treat me that way,
'cause i won't do what you say.

I am not your dog,
or any dead log,
i have feelings,
so treat me like a human being.

I made this poem,
to declare how i feel.
Obviously i won't say who,
'cause it will be obvious too.


This poem is copyrighted, and it's not copied.



NO REALLY. It's not copied! lols^^

Monday, September 21, 2009

19 post.

OK THIS IS NOT ACTUALLY A POST IT'S JUST TO AMEND A MISTAKE I MADE IN THE PREVIOUS POST^^

IT'S END OF YEAR* not mid year(: SORRY I VERY BLUR DE(: wah i so lag in time. LOL.

KK BYE!~

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Wow my blog is rotting away.

hmm. never post for long cos mugging for the mid years.


BTW. SELAMAT HARI RAYA PUASA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!^^

hmm.. i guess it's time i got over everything. Thanks for all the concern if you've even given me anyway. lol.

it;s going to be an extremely short post. and seriously. You've changed. YOU, not you. OK I AM COPYING TZE NING. lols. sorry to copy you(; cos i tot the YOU not YOU thingy YOU was cool(: haha and yeah it's not concerning you.


BYES~!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I've thought abou t many things in these few days.
About my sec one life and my primary school life.
I have thought about my friends, family and school.
I've thought about what i've done and what people have done to me.

Maybe what you said was right. But i think it's wrong.
I couldn't get those words out of my head as soon as you said it.
It was horrible. The words stuck in my head. Like chewing gum.
I was wrong about you.

You take off your mask.
You disgust me.
But i don't know why.
It's complicating i guess. But i wish you could keep your mask in place.

You do not consider how i feel. Sad. Angry. Hurt.
You just make sure you feel nice.
And i am the price you pay.
You never know the pain.
And i do not blame you for that.
Cause you have never been through it before.

I don't want the same thing to happen again like last time.
That's why.

I know i shouldn't let this bother me.
yes.
I should put everything behind me.
Dump them all at the back of my mind.
I hope i can do that.






Friday, September 11, 2009

15 post.
HEY!
YTD WE GOT THE LIT REHEARSAL FOR THE PLAY. AHHH... I AM THE BEGGER AND THE BULLY.== THEN WHEN PUI CHUI "gave" ME THE MONEY I WAS SUPPOSE TO SAY THANK YOU AND THEN I WAS LIKE "TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY!" then the class started laughing== and i was thinking if i should laugh anot(:

THEN AFTER THAT WENT TO JIAYAN HOUSE WITH AUDREY AND TZE NING. BEFORE THAT I WENT TO POPULAR AND THEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BUY STYROFOAM THEN I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED JASMINE THEY ALL WERE BUYING FOR ME AND THEN. I REALISED. WE MADE A WASTED TRIP==''

But nvm. AT LEAST I BOUGHT A HIGHLIGHTER^^ It's blue(: very light blue like the kind of sky blue(:

then when we reached jiayan house her maid help us cook MACARONI^^ ! But then tze ning didn't finish her macaroni cos she brought mee swah to jiayan's house to eat then she was too full. yeah.

THEN AFTER THAT WE GO WATCH TV! change here change there THEN WE SAW. POWERPUFF GIRLS! wooooots. my next favourite tv drama from teletubbies. THEN TN SAY SHE WANTED TO SEE THE COOKING WOMAN INSTEAD. so we change back to the cooking one lor==''

THEN we watched MYTHBUSTERS!(:(: They were holding some sniper or something then audrey was like "OMG OMG" or something liddat. BUT ANYWAYS SHE SEEMED VERY EXCITED.(:

THEN audrey and tze ning went home first while me and jiayan go play badminton near her block there. I WORE THE CLASS TEE SHIRT(: lols play play play AND THEN I ALWAYS PICK UP THE SHUTTLES ONE BECAUSE JIAYAN ALWAYS HIT THE SHUTTLE TO ME EVEN IF IT'S ALREADY ON THE FLOOR== so finally after i am damn tired of picking up the shuttles.... SHE BROUGHT ME TO THE INTERCHANGE! lols.

NOT ACTUALLY to the interchange. the road near the interchange(: haha.

THEN went back and do english picture discussion.. OMG I DAMN SCARED. I GOT STAGE FRIGHT:( later i can't say anything. LOLS.

kk that;s all for YESTERDAY(:

LOLS I GO SEE RAINBOW LE(: AS IN AFTER THE RAIN COS IT'S RAINING QUITE HEAVILY NOW(: kk bye bye(:

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Sorry for suddenly reposting again.


THIS IS JUST A REMINDER! PLEASE TAGG! PLEASE(: THANKS! (please ar?)^^
14 post.

OMYGOSH TODAY IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW IS 9/9/09!! SO COOL^^!

Fell sick with flu today so never go band but much better now that i took my medicine and i think i should be going for the rehearsal play for literature tomorrow(: haha walau the pills that cost my dad over 40 bucks is SO SMALL. LIKE ONE AND A HALF SMALLER THAN PANADOL! panadol^^ yups i also ate 2 panadol pills! YAY SO HAPPEEEYY!(: haha then suddenly after eating panadol i felt so high(: LOLS JOKING LAH.(:

ACTUALLY I CAME TO POST BECAUSE OF THE 9/9/009 THING AND SINCE NOTHING ELSE TO POST LE SO I... GO SEE MY RAIN-BOW K? and eat mee siam(: K BYES(:

Saturday, September 5, 2009

SERIOUSLY. I HOPE YOU CAN DAMN IT STOP SAYING ALL THOSE DAMMIT SHIT ABOUT ME. NOT FUNNY I TELL YOU REALLY REALLY NOT FUNNY. I COULD HAVE SMASHED YOU ON THE SPOT. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO WASTE MY PRECIOUS ENERGY TO SHUT YOU UP. I RATHER SAVE IT TO SHIT IN THE TOILET BOWL THAN ON YOU. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME I HOPE YOU CAN SAY IT IN MY FACE. NO NEED TO KEEP ON SAYING THOSE CRAP, AS IF TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING LIDDAT==. YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN GET ANGRY ISSIT. I ALSO GOT LIMIT ONE RIGHT? AND YOU PUSHING AND PUSHING THAT LIMIT THAT MY BLOODY BLOOD IS GOING TO BURST MY BRAIN AND I HOPE IF THIS HAPPENS MY BLOOD WILL FLOW YOU LIKE TSUNAMI.OKOK CHIILLLLL. REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE CONTINUING IT ALREADY IO AM ALREADY TRYING TO RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO SMASH MY KEYBOARD.



*I WANT TO SPEND MY LAST SEC 1 LIFE ENJOYABLY. PLEASE LEMME DO SO.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

hello MY LOYAL READERS! haha jk la
ANYWAY. ISSIT TRUE THAT MORE COLOURS WILL HAVE EYE PAIN? okok then Esmonde prepare to endure more pain(: lols.

so what's up. TEACHERS' DAY IS FUN. OK MAYBE NOT VERY BUT STILL FUN(: TZE NING I OWE YOU ONE FLOWER GO BACK SCH I DRAW FOR YOU(: lols. WHO CALL YOU RUN OFF(: haha nvm.

VISITED PRIMARY SCHOOL! i think most of you did la. COS IT'S NATURAL! haha. SAW Mrs Tan.. and gave her the flower Tze Ning left me with.. and i said" YOU LOOK LIKE A ROSE!'' lols. yea. haha.

Then after that nothing else to do le.. SO I JUST GO HOME. AND ACTUALLY I WANT SEND SECRET VALENTINE FROM MY FREN'S PHONE THEN SUDDENLY. MY PHONE JUST DOWN COS NO BATT. ARGH. THEN I WAS OVER THERE CURSING MYSELF FOR NOT CHARGING AND CURSING MY PHONE FOR BEING SO WEAK. lols BUT I APOLOGISED TO MY PHONE LATER(: haha.

Then after i reached home i realised I HAVEN'T EAT LUNCH. i look at the clock and it was 4.30. AND I DIDN'T FEEL HUNGRY! omg so rare! BUT ANYWAY. i still made myself a cup of hot MILO. MILO(: then went on9 and went to try elearning. WTFFFFFFFFFF i didn't understand the shit it was toking abt. SO I JUST OFF THE COM AND GO SLEEP.

CHILL. Ok nothing else to say le(: TOMOROW GOT HISTORY SSP AND BAND. WAH. GONNA BE TIRING. NVM JIAYOUS!!!!!!! ( Actually i also dunno who i jiayous for) BUT NVM(:

OK I GO SEE MY BELOVED RAINBOW! lols if it's possible. HAHA. AND I'M NO MORE EMO COS IT'S NOT WORTH IT. KAYS BYE BYE(:!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Hi.
Yeah Tze Ning, I'm DAMN hornoured. So hornoured until don't know what to say. lols.
Yeah i agree. You're damn obessed. lols.

Dunno why everytime i go on9, i will get so emo de. wth. damn weird. and i still want come on9. LOLS IT HURTS SO GOOD. lols now i'm getting more and more like a damn sadist. haha i remembered that time the d and t lesson the teacher asks us to bring penknife, then he added jokingly said that it was for cutting ourselves and then we started cheering! LOLS SADDDIIISSTT.

AND just for your info, ihopeyoucanstopsayingthatasit'sdamnirrtatingandit'snotfunny.definitelynotfunny. fank you. it's not funny. AND STOP BEING A HYPOCRITE FOR DAMN GOODNESS SAKE.

OK CHILL. CHILL... PANADOL I NEED THE DAMN PANADOL.yeah. got it. lols.

hmm.... nothing else to say le.. final year exams creeping closer and clser... JIAYOUS PEOPLE. best luck.

life's still getting worse day by day. more and more things i can't understand more and more things hidden from me. more and more things come to light, more and more things kept in the dark. complication and confusing just the way it is.

hmm.. nvm. i go PLAY GAMES LA(: it always cheers me up(: bye bye!