Dedication to all my best friends.

32th post.

Hello.
I want to thank everyone that has made my secondary one life much much more happier and fufilling. Thanks for all of you guys support, jokes and even sarcastic remarks they are all something I am going to miss so, so much.

I want to say sorry for everything and anything i have done to hurt anyone of you and I'm really sorry for anything that has caused you guys to be worried for me. Please accept my apology.

I will always remember what you have done for me, to me good or bad. I will always remember you guys!

JIAYOUS AND NEVER GIVE UP BECOS THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE SUPPORTING YOU SILENTLY OUT THERE WHO NEVER WANTS YOU TO GIVE UP! so jiayou!

HELLLLLLLOS!

HAHA TODAY GOT BASKETBALL INERCLASS. SO I WAS DEFENDING THE OPPONENT'S COURT AND THEN RACHEL WAS DEFENDING ME BUT THEN WHEN I LOOKED AROUND THERE WAS NO ONE BECOS EVERYONE IS LIKE THERE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COURT. So rachel asked me why am i running when there's no one AND I SAID I DON'T KNOW. LOL HAHA! so funny right. LOL

OK. we lost by two points by still it was a nice match(:haha close match though GOOD JOB GUYS!!!!!! let's hope we get the chance to play against each other again(:

WEEEEEEEEEEE. i don't know what to say. LOL. the guys went into the finals and they got second place GOOD JOB! LOL. OK everyone did a good job! even those who did not play at least they gave us MORAL SUPPORT :DD


OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK happy holidays people! it's the last day of school tomorrowDDD: i wanna stay tgt with all of the class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BYE~!

HEYS!

I'M BACK. FOR GOOD. actually i'm always here :DD
LOL THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO ENJOYED MY POEMS! and ps for the vulgarities.
OMG. i am having like typos everywhere there's like something wrong with my fingers or something. It's like. I DON'T KNOW I JUST KEEP HAVING BLOODY TYPOS. ARGH==

ANYWAY. let's talk about ytd. HMM.
I actualLY FORGOTTEN MOST OF IT.LOL. okok i remembered that. OH YA WE WERE GUESSING THE NAME OF THE SONGS THAT JIAYAN IS PLAYING THROUGH HER PHONE AND TZE NING WILL SWEAR OR POINT MIDDLE FINGER IF SOMEONE GUESS THE SONG FASTER THAN SHE DID. lol vulgar.

SO. Hmm.. today we went to chinatown. and little india. yeah the temple is cool. we had to take off our socks and shoes. OMG suddenly i felt like fainting there(: LOL. yeah and the drawings in the temple is SO COOL. and they have to like actually changed and repainted it EVERY MONTH. hmm. AMAZING. ok the chinatown heritage.

WALAU SQUEEZE HERE AND THERE. and we ended up busy copying instead of actually knowing about our history== and then we went to see how our great grand father or mothers lived in the past and yeah it was so creepy. THEIR ROOM IS REALLY SMALL. yeah and dark too. AND WHEN WE PROCEEDED TO THE KITCHEN THERE WAS THIS COCKROACH THERE I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL BUT THEN AFTER A CLOSER LOOK I REALISE THAT IT WAS FAKE. Lol.

OK. THEN WE WENT TO THE TOILET. OMG. i don't wanna continue anymore. I DON'T WANT TO DIRTY MY KEYBOARD WITH MY VOMIT. i really admire our ancestors for being able to actually withstand the. *(lost for words)*

ok. So that's practically for today(: and yeah. PLEASE TAGG T.T MY CBOX GETTING DEAD-ER AND DEAD-ER. LOL ok that's for all~!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(;

You.

You were once so nice.
But soon changed,
Into various faces that ranged.

I could never understand,
How you changed so much.
Or is it because I wasIdifferent,
When you weren't?

You say it right in my very face,
And I stared right into your gaze.
And I thought,
Never in a thousand years,
Would I ever hear it with my own ears.

I'm really sick of your attitude,
And I wish you can go all mute.
Shut the hell up of your trap,
Before you can actually make it into a rap.

You don't ever seemed to be guilty,
And by the way, I don't need your pity.
You will never realise how much your words hurt,
And you are extremely curt.

Maybe one day you will realise the pain you've caused me,
For all the hes and shes.
But until that very day,
I just want to get out of your way.
Just stop hurting me okay?

Or please,
At the very least,
Get the hell out of my life,
Before I really stab you with my knife.

No matter if you meant it as a joke,
You have already bursted my balloon of hope,
With a really sharp, sharp poke.

Stop acting like you even care,
Going all like" You're rare"
When you don't even actually give a bloody damn.

So fuck off asshole.

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28th post.

My love~
Our memories alive,
My dead live revive.
My life turned bright,
Because of you, my light.

We were meant for each other,
Although disagreed by your mother.
We ran far far away,
Just to be together for one day.

And soon, for some reason,
You faded away,
And my life never have a day.

My life became dark,
And i could never be as happy as a lark.

I know you're not coming back again,
But i can't help and wait in vain.
Will you ever realise my pain?

I was reluctant,
But soon forgotten,
About our relationship in the past,
Oh, what a pity it didn't last.
And it dawned on me,
That actually, we were never meant-to-be...


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You.
Totally new.
I don't remember you being like this.
And i apparantly don't understand what happened to you.
You turn into such a bloody beast.
I don't recognise you. And i'm not sure if i want to either.
It's so horrible.
I can't stand even looking at your face for a moment.
Even hearing your laughter,
make my anger boil.
I wish i could resist punching you in your dog face.
I always have to make a great effort to stop myself from killing you.
I don't know why.
You changed so much.
I am really scared and shocked.
Scared of whay you'll change into next.
Shocked. That you're actually this kind of person now.
Everthing is like cystal clear.
I can't imagine my days ahead.
The fear is over-whelming.
And i know i can't do anything to help it.
I know...
It's far beyond my ability and i only i can do now is probably to get on with my damn life and hope that things will actually change.
I am really lost.
Really. I have totally no idea this was going to turn out like that.
Maybe from that day onwards
everything in my life was already made a twist
And there was nothing i could actually do.
because i didn't know.
and i don't want to carry on like this.
I am real tired.
Real tired...

26th post.

After getting the results, streaming sudenly came to my mind. ]
And then all i could actually think of was the sad faces of people leaving the class.
Maybe it won't be so drastic. I hope so. i really want to stay in the same class and who doesn't feel the same?
But never mind, it's actually considered nice and lucky that we met in 1e2 and IF i am saying IF, we get streamed from our fellows friends, we can still always remember the memories we shared in our heart.
LOL SOUND SO CHIM..?
So. I guess i shadn't like sadden all of you'll by mentioning this while we are still enjoying the after exams thingy. LOL


HAHA. I watch the PCK interview just now on youtube cos jiayan ask me go watch.
INTERVIEWER: What's the most daring thing you ever worn?
PCK: I WEAR MY YELLOW AND WALK DOWN ORCHARD ROAD. MY YELLOW BOOTS ONLY..*smile smile*

HAHA! LOL i laugh until no breath liao! LOL.

THERE'S NTOHING ELSE TO SAY RIGHT?
WEIYUN: Calling once, calling twice..
READER: aiyah just shut up la!

ok bye bye! i noe the last part was lame(:

25TH POST.
ahhh. far from tn. FORGET IT.
zz was reading people's blog. I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO THAT LOL I GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO RIGHT. ok. forget it.

so. er. there's always nothing ot say when i wanna post and then people ask me to post when i have really nothing to post. SO DON'T FORCE ME. I WILL POST WHEN IT'S TIME TO. i guess.

Secrets. something dark, mysterious, alluring, evil? i don't know. secrets is something that has the power to destroy, anything. so. SECRETS. good or bad?

LOL. what did i just say?I AM TURNING MENTAL. kk bye

24th post.

the bright lights shone.
the floor dazzled.
our heads spinned,
our hands intertwined.
it became only us,
within our world.

lol random post to catch up with tn! haha LOL OKOK hmm.. actually there's nothing much to say. SO.. bye!(:

~EXAMS~
Lurking in the shadows,
or behind our windows.
As it slowly creeps,
We start to freak.
We, unaware of it's presence,
Until one day in the lessons;
The teacher abruptly said,
"Exams are around the corner,
Just right behind your collar"
The students screams, jumped and gasped,
All on the verge of ready-to-collasped
Some of them pissed,
Some of them pleased.
And on that day,
During the peaceful may,
the students in the classroom sat.
The exams was finally here,
And right in front of them they leer.
Exams. Something that always sneaks,
Take a peep,
And always catch you in a hide-and-seek.

This poem is copyrighted(although not legally) and it's not copied from elsewhere.
This poem is made by me. Author of the blog^^

PIANG EH 22TH POST!
My greetings to everyone! OK THAT SOUNDED DO ANGMOH.. OK LET'S TRY IT AGAIN. EH YOU OVER THERE! yes you you! HEYSS!

OK THAT WAS RANDOM. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA TODAY MATHS PAPER IS FINALLY OVER. OVER. YES! so now. I'm free like a freaking bird. WAIT. I AM ONE== as what.. people says== OK NVM. OMG. IT'S OVER!

HAHA I NEVER POST FOR VERY LONG I NOE(: VERY VERY LONG... SO NOW I WILL KEEP ON POSTING OT MAKE UP FOR THE POSTS I NEVER POST DUE TO ALL THAT MUGGING.

WELLS. HMM.. OMG IT'S A MIRACLE I DON'T DIE FROM ALL THAT STUDYING. Only yolanda can study so much xD she naturally.. HARDWORKING(: lol.


HMM.. went to read ppl blog just now(: later go post on the FREAKING dead class blog(: SO WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT..? oh ya. This is well.. just a concern for the people around me and as well as anyone who comes and read my blog..( do i sound like i want ppl to com0.0? nvm(:) if you're like feeling depressed or sad or anything or EVEN HAPPY==, just cheeer up. It's not going to be the end of the world, as long as you believe there's light and hope in everything. So yeah. It actually depends on how you look at it(: so... yeah for the happy ones, BE EVEN MORE HAPPY. LAWL.

so.. yeah i guess this post is enough for the posts i have not been making bah(: EH. IT'S VERY HARD TO POST EVERYDAY YOU NOE! I EVEN MISSED SEEING MY RAINBOW JUST TO POST!!! OMG IT JUST RAIN I GO SEE IF CAN SEE RAINBOW!!!!! BYYYEEESSSS!

21 post.
WAH LAG LIKE SHIT. TZE NING DON'T KNOW HOW MANY POST LIAO==
forget it i shall take my own SWEET time to post. my posts are rare if you notice(: AT LEAST BETTER THAN YOLANDA'S LA xD sorry yolanda(:

SO WHAT'S UP. haha ytd went to j8 to eat with audrey, jiayan, natalie, tzening, yolanda, xuan li and john. then we keep on changing idea... change change change suddenly we ended up eating macs instead of swensens. LOL but it was still fun anyway. OH AND I LIKE THE TOILET^^

Then go play basketball near Audrey's aunt house. THEN RAIN. PLAYED IN THE RAIN! fun(: then go this angmoh he was playing some skateboard then SUDDENLY ASK US GO TRY THEN I NEEDED JIAYAN SUPPORT WHILE I SKATED! lol damn fun.

haha then around 6 plus i went home and got a SLIGHT FLU, so ate my medicine and slept from 9 pm to 9 am then next morning. WOW BROKE RECORD. STRAIGHT 12 HOURS OF SLEEP. shiok!

then went my grandma's house to celebrate mid autumn festival. yeah it was fun(: BUT I STILL HAD TO DO MY HW T.T

Just now doing maths assessment and now blogging. LONG TIME NO BLOG! miss my keyboard(: and the sound of it when i type the words inside. (: haha.


SO.. NOTHING ELSE TO SAY LE..0.O DEAD LIFE. lols kk BYE!~ so colourful!^^