Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hello people^^
I AM BACK?
ain't ya happy?
(I know you are^^)
Okays.. SO...
Let's talk about yesterday yesterday... WHICH IS 26 NOVEMBER 2009^^
Ps never blog about it cos don't feel like posting then(:

28 november 2009(:
Yeah so me and yolanda went to school to collect our marching shoes then we went to pratice our instruments(:

YAY~ and we're supposed to meet jiayan THEN SHE SAY MUST WATCH FINISH THE VCD SHE RENT BY TODAY COS NEED RETURN ALREADY-.- so we wait for her while we went to eat lunch first at hougang mall.

So while we were ordering the food we were toking about random stuff and yolanda got so excited about anime and AFA lol^^

So when it came to taking the tray cos we ordered tgt then the auntie put two bowls on the single tray and we were like "you want carry anot?" so i just carry lor THEN ON THE WAY BACK TO OUR TABLE YOLANDA WAS LIKE "YOU CAN ANOT? YOU CAN ANOT?" haha lol.

So eat eat eat, talk talk talk, then it was like 1 plus when we finished our lunch and yolanda wanted to show me some manga thingy so we went to comics collections yeah.

LOL then there's was this like sale woman SHE CAME AND KEEP ON LIKE TELLING US DON'T KNOW WHAT STUFF LA like which comic nice and blah all the crap THEN WE JUST HURRY UP GET OUT OF THE SHOP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE LOR^^

So then after that we just like walk around and stuff then... we go jiayan house for fun lor.
So when we reached her house we used her com and she let us play audition for awhile AHH I CAN'T PLAY COS I AM NOT USED TO THE KEYS THINGY T^T

THEN WE WATCHED NIGAHIGA! hilarious we were laughing like hell(:

soo.. after that around 4 plus we went home and then i came home and praticed my scores... AND THEN NO MORE(:











SO LET'S CONTINUE WITH TODAY'S PROGRAMME!
Okay had parade in the morning since it's the school's open house(:
Yeah it was nice(: although hot and we were wearing like real thick clothes(:
So you can imagine.
Okay anyway.
After that i meet jiayan and natalie outside the school gate there cos jiayan can't go in becos she wearing home clothes! HAHA TOOO BAD ;D

then we went to the dry clean shop at hougang mall to dry clean budden due to some crop ups i decided that i shud ask my mum to help me and yolanda bring to the dry-clean shop instead(:

okay then we went to compass point and walked around... blah blah stuff lor.
then natalie went home first and jiayan took the same bus as me to my house to play basketball

play play play until 3 plus..( I SUFFERED ALOT OF HEAD SHOTS T__T)
then we call audrey come here(: haha
then she came and she said she was hungry
SO WE WENT MACS.
yeah. she had big mac
and me and jiayan were staring at her eat..
AND WE WERE SALIVATING. lol

anyway
I came back home and was EXHAUSTED. SERIOUSLY
it's a very tiring day today but fun though..(:

OKAYS i shall end here(:

BYE!~^^


Monday, November 23, 2009

Hello.
I AM BACK AGAIN^^
HAPPY RIGHT?
I KNEW IT XD

Hmm.. wells today was a very very long day. VERY. NO seriously; IT'S REALLY LONG.
But no doubt, had damn loads of fun^^

And well. I heard someone said something that made me ponder over it for real long. Hmm.. I never well really agreed with the person but that person finally said something that maybe well, I should reflect on myself abit.

Okay, so my fellow friends, HOW ARE YOUR HOLS?
MINE IS GREAT!(the opposite)^^
Mine is getting boring.... OMG.
I CAN'T STAND BOREDOM.
I NEED PILLS.
PILLS.
PANADOL :DDDD

MEEEEE LOVE PANADOLLLLL!^^

MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE ADVERTISING FOR PANADOL!^^

EEEEEEEEEEEEW. I HATE CAMERAS.

ME HATE CAMERAS!(AND PERHAPS FLASHING LIGHTS TOO COS IT HURTS MY EYE T-T)

BUT ANYWAY. PANADOL RAWKS!


BUT ANYWAY. LET'S STOP ALL THIS PANADOL CRAP. (although I kinda like it).
Bleah. I haven't start on most of my hols hw. BUT WHO CARES. I JUST NEED MY PANADOL!^^ Great. I can't keep control of myself.^^I gotta get MY PANADOL.



SO. I guess there ain't anything else to say? SO BYE!^^




Sunday, November 22, 2009

Hello.
Sorry for not posting for some time.
(not like anyone ever reads anyway)
Yeah but still.
For some reasons, I don't know what, I am posting^^
SO THANK ME FOR THAT.
(You're welcomed^^)

Anyway. Recently got obsessed with NIGAHIGA and yeah, coz I needed some cheering up so I seek THE NIGAHIGA and they cheered me up^^ NIGAHIGA FOREVER!^^
Okay.
So maybe the days where I didn't post I went to sort out my thinking and I realized that hating people was. Well. Kinda waste of time. So I guess I shouldn't waste my time hating those people not worth my HATE. ^^

Oh okay.. hmm.. Nothing going on much just going back to school for band and also doing my hw and stuff... HMM. I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHAT I SHUD SAY.

OKAY SO AS I WAS PONDERING OVER SOME OF MY MORONIC QUESTIONS YESTERDAY I CAME TO STUMBLE ACROSS ONE THAT WAS SURPRISINGLY NOT SO MORONIC. Okay so here it goes.

You know when you take bus you usually see people alighting from the front doors of the bus(the opening where you board the bus) but have you ever seen people boarding from the back doors of the bus(the exit; opening where you alight from the bus)?

So well I was just thinking about this and I OBVIOUSLY COULDN'T FIND AN ANSWER. So if you have an answer, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TAG IT AT THE TAGBOARD OR CONTACT ME OR SOMETHING? (although i don't really think anyone so random will ever do that) BUT STILL. IF YOU'RE THAT RANDOM DO FEEL FREE^^



Anyway so I guess there isn't anything else much to say about this. AND IF I NEED HELP WITH ANY OF MY OTHER MORONIC QUESTIONS I GUESS I WILL DEFINITELY POST IT AT MY BLOG.(not like anyone will ever answer it) BUT STILL. I WON'T GIVE UP^^


OKAY. I SHALL GO NOW.
ps: PLEASE TAG IF YOU EVEN COME ACROSS THIS BLOG. OR READ MY POST. OR WHATEVER. JUST TAG. THANKS!^^

BYES~! have a great day! OR NIGHT?(cos it's night now)^^

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Hello.
I am back again.
Actually I don't even know the reason why I am posting.
Nobody ever visits this blog?
THAT'S SAD T^T
But still. It's TRUE.
No one evers comes here.
Okay maybe once in a while..
Someone happen to come to this page.
And then.
Tagg.
THEN NO MORE.
T.T
It's seriously saddening.
Now I don't even post.
Or issit because I don't post that's why they don't tagg.
I DON'T KNOW LAH.
OKAY.
I nothing else to say^^
BYEEEEEEE~!


PS: GO SEE NIGAHIGA!IT'S SO FUNNY. IT JUST CHEERS YOU UP INSTANTLY!^^ THE ONLY CURE TO SADNESS!









Oh. So you have always been like this.
Only I was too blind to notice.
This is getting seriously confusing.
You were once so familiar.
Like you have always been. Like how you should have been.
Then? It's always like that.
Once I thought you were. Wow good.
Then you have to destroy it.
You just have to destroy that perfect image of you in my head.
Seriously. I am not kidding.
It's been a really. Well quite some time I felt this way about you.
But this time. I know it's definite.
I know. Nothing you do is ever going to change my opinion of you anymore.
You might not even give a bloody damn about me.
But seriously
I do care about you. Or should I say I did.
To think that I did.
Wow.
And this is all I get in return.
Thanks anyway.
Because you made me came to realise that I don't need to sympathise you.
Because you don't deserved what you have now.
You don't.
You don't.
I am not something you pick up and throw away as and when you like.
I repeat myself.
I am not something you pick up and throw away as and when you like.
How would it feel if I did that to you?
If you're looking for that's 'thing',
Look for someone else.
I am not.


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

41th post.

Hellos.
Haven't been posting for long eh?
I know.
I know.
So.. MY MANGA ENDED WAHAHAHAH T^T
OMG. MY ONLY PURPOSE OF USING THE COMPUTER IS NOW GONE!
GONE FORVER.
AND EVER.
AND EVER.
WAIT.
Maybe not.
Maybe it will have PART 2?
Okay I will wait till that very day.

So this few days.
What have I been doing?
I don't really know either.
I don't feel like going out.
Neither can I anyway.
So.
I just stay at home.
And let myself rot away.
Ok maybe not rot away.
I just do my hw?
And pratice my instrument :D
The only thing that makes me happy.
MY INSTRUMENT :D

Okay. Random.
I guess I have nothing to say?
See?
THAT'S WHY I DON'T POST BECOS I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
lOl I make a bad blogger T^T

I shodn't even have thought of it.
I knew it.
I knew it.
It can't be.
You aren't that kind.
And I wasn't even part of the story.




I am just a broken piece of puzzle waiting to be solved.
Definitely. I seen you wrongly.
And now.
You're just nothing.
Nothing.
Get it?

Friday, November 13, 2009

I can't ake it.
You are taking up too much space in my mind.
Go away.
Get out of my mind.
Just stop appearing.
You make me crazy just thinking of you.
I wish you could just disappear.
I hate this.
But i can't stop it.
My heart won't allow it to.
Shit. I can't sink any deeper.
I reached the bottom.
Reached the border line.
I can't stand it anymore.
Sooner or later.
Or some other time.
I don't know.
I am going to explode.
My heart is going to burst.
Seriously.
I don't know how much longer are you going to take to get out of my mind.
But until then.
I have to constant make space for you.
You've have taken everything.
Or stole. should I put it as.
My heart. You stole it all away.
Asshole.


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We're all drifting apart.
Remember we promised not to?
But what happened now?
Even meeting up is so hard.
Yeah great.
Our lives are so busy.
We don't even see each other anymore.
Sad eh?
Yeah.
I really wonder how long is this going to last.
They only thing that keeps us going is our old good times.
But they seem so distant from now.
So , so far. Can't reach it.
What a pity if it's going to seriously end liddat.
Wells. What else can we do?
Can't help it.
Just pray hard we can keep this going.
Just wish this all don't end like that.
I don't want it to.

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Maybe it's better.
At least the days are over.
Maybe.
Who knows what's going to happen next...
But I guess it's all better like that.
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Finally I let it all out.
Though I don't feel any better.
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

YOSH!
I CAME BACK COS I FEEL LIKE I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO DO. AND I AM VERY VERY BORED. VERY. SO I DECIDED TO POST AGAIN!
HAHA. VERY GOOD RIGHT? XD OK. SO... ACTUALLY I COME BACK OSO NOTHING TO POST I JUST WANTED TO LIKE TYPE SOMETHING. LOL JUST TO TRY OUT MY FINGERS ARE WORKING^^

KAY.. I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS. AND WHEN LIKE YOU KNOW LOAN SHARKS GO AROUND WRITING "O$P$" I LIKE THE RED BIG WORDS THE SPRAY. LOL.

OK I KNOW THAT'S DAMN RANDOM. BUT SERIOUSLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

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I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING! ANYTHING. WAIT LEMME THINK. I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS.(:


FORGET IT. I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING.-.-

BYE~!

PS: I LIKE RED BIG LETTERS^^
EHHHHHH YOUUUU! HELLO! XD
AAAAHHH THE CLASS CHALET IS FUNNNNNNNNNN XD
BILLARDS. BOWLING. CARDS. BBQ. OMG. FUN(: except at night. CAN'T SLEEP T.T

HAHAHAHAHAHA OK IT'S WAS SO FUNNN~! ok. i very long never post liao hor? My blog getting abit rusty already. Not like Tze ning one. Almost everyday also got polish(:

ERRR. Actually. I have nothing much to say XD.

SHORT SHORT POST~
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!(:

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

What am I supposed to say?
I really don't know.
I don't know to trust my feelings and instincts,
or just simply follow my heart.
I really want this to be real simple,
like 1 plus 1 equals 2,
but I guess it will always be much much more complicated.

I have no idea,
what am I ever going to without you,
but i guess I'll never ever have you,
no matter how much I try,
or how much I want it.
Because everytime I wish for you,
you always disappear.
Far, far away.
And it makes me feel like I'm never ever going to reach it.
I don't intend to give up.
But now,
it seems that I don't have any other choices to choose from.

I stare into the ceiling,
questions starting to fill my mind,
and my heart always have answers to it.

But it seems like.
Now, my heart cannot answer any of these questions,
any of the doubts.
And I'm not even clear of my direction.
Not even knowing what I really want.
I used to be so sure.
That i wanted you.
But now,
althoug the feeling had not changed a single bit,
But you changed instead.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

LYRICS OF "LIKE A KNIFE" BY SECONDHAND SERENADE^^

I did a lot, I know you say,
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away.

Cause today, you walked out of my life,
Cause today, your words felt like a knife.
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And not matter where I go it's always pouring all the same
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you,
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know if your leaving,
All you did was stop the bleeding,
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever.
And these words they have no meaning,
If we cannot find the feeling,
That we held onto together,
Try your hardest to remember.

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life,
(Stay with me or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe)
I'm not living this life.


END~

PS: I LURVEEEEEEE THIS SONG^^ lol I realise also that secondhand senerade songs ARE SUPER EMO. I sometimes wonder how he keep himself out of depression singing all those emo songs. Well maybe he already has depression 0.0 who knows^^ I especially like the part I high-lighted in red:DD

"Your call" by Secondhand Serenade^^

OKIE BYES!~

Monday, November 2, 2009

HALLO.
Let's talk about today.
We had some science thingy. AND WHAT THE---- I HAD GLITTER ALL OVER MY FACE== ASRE. Haha and we were teasing about how yolanda laughs. "OH-HO-HO-HO!" lol she sounds like Santa Claus(:

Ok. So we celebrated Yolanda's birthday although it's tomorrow and we bought the cake and ate at macDonalds^^ cos got air-con mah^^ AND I SAW MY PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATE(:

Ok so those poeple who were eating lunch at MacDonald was waiting for the 12.00 PM so they can have the don't know what Macvalue lunch or don't know what shit la. Yeah something liddat so we waited and waited...

OK! THEN FINALLY CAN EAT CAKE!^^ We ordered the cake called" Black Forest" then it's 18 bucks then we were taking pictures of yolanda cutting the cake LOL. Ok so after we distributed the cake then of course we eat la!^^ OK. THE CAKE IS NICE. BUT DAMN DAMN DAMN SWEET. WAH I TELL YOU. OK ACTUALLY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS. it's just really sweet as in SWEET NOT SWEEEET~== ok forget it.

lol ok then after we left MacDonald Audrey got basketball training so she couldn't join us D: THEN SHE SAY SHE VERY FULL WANT TO SHIT. LOL and then we started talking about an elephant who caused a zoo keepers' death becos the elephant shit on the zookeeper just as he was checking it's butt and the shit BURIED THE ZOO KEEPER TO DEATH. LOL.

OK. so.. we went to compass i went to the library with jasmine and then the rest went to the comic collection. Yeah. Then we went popular see don't know what OMG I WANT THE STORYBOOKS D: ok nvm then we saw Glenda!We said hi and then walk off. or something liddat shud be^^

Then Sarah, Jiayan, Yolanda and Jasmine( Natalie had to leave first) wanted to eat sushi. ARGH WALAU I SO HUNGRY AND NO MONEY. AND MY LUNCH WAS AT HOME. OK. NVM SO I FOLLOWED THEM THERE AND THEN BRING THEM TO A PLACE WHERE THEY CAN EAT AND THEN. Weny home becos i couldn't stand them eating infront of me== lol. nvm YAY SO I HAD MY LUNCH AND IS NOW POSTING. (:




OK I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS TOT SUDDENLY CAME OT MY MIND. BUT I SUDDENLY HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO LIKE. YOU KNOW ACT SO PROFOUND WHEN THEY'RE ACTUALLY NOT. OK I AM NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR I AM JUST. RANDOMLY REFERRING TO THE GENERAL. OK. SO yeah i guess that's like all i have to say(:


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hello.
Again. I'm back. Hmm.. I thought about many things again during this really extremely long weekend(although it's only two weeks, it felt like forever). Maybe it's really time.

Time to mature up.

Time to make the right choices.

Time to do the right things.

Time to take things in stride.

Time to see the bright side of life.

Time to do my parents proud. (I've let them down too much)

Time to be immune to bad things and words that affect me in a bad way.

Time to be independant and strong.

And lastly.

Time to let you go 'cause you don't belong to me.

Well I guess during the weekend i thought of how the hell I am supposed to do all these things. I guess I will just have to try.