cherish.

Often when we cherish after we lose.
We should change this bad habit,
but unfortunately,
we often forget what or who belongs to us.
We often cling on to those we feel that might be lost more easily,
thus neglecting the ones that were often there for us.

It's a sad fact. I learnt this fact from the book called "For one more day" by Mitch Albom. Thanks Tzening. :D









All I know is that I don't know how to be something you miss.

This year fleww past.
I still can't believe yesterday was the last day of school.


Okay, so i should be glad a had a random tag from a random stranger, who i guess happened to stumble upon my blog. Oh fyi, random stranger, i am not a dude.

I feel tired today.
Okay bye.

i am happy i received a new tag.
yay.
okay today was pretty much the same.
except something happened.
okay that's all.
bye!








we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable.

thankyou.

In a few days,
it will be the last day of school.
Which marks the end of my secondary two life.
This whole year made me learn alot.
I wish to thank all my friends that has put up with my bad temper the whole year.
You guys have been amazing.


We'll be streamed(again) next year.
And yes, definitely we will keep in touch.
I hope that everything we always did together,
will remain the same next year.

I would also like to thanks all my teachers,
who provided guidance and support all the while.
You guys had a hard time trying to break the silence in our class,
i'm sure you agree with that.

I won't know if this post will be read,
but i feel that there is a need to sent out a dedication to all my friends and teachers, who helped me alot this whole year.


Thank you, for making me a better person. For giving me support. For always being there for me.

Hey.
It's only my 139th post.
Gosh, MY BLOG IS SO PATHETIC.
But whatever.

ANYWAY, i did something human today.
I went to jog with my brother.
I sweated.
Okay, that is counted as human right?

I had a hard time choosing the subjects to take for sec three.
Okay maybe not that hard.
But i am scared.
Forget it,
i'm sure i know what i want.

ANYWAY. tmr there's basketball interclass and public speaking session.
WOAH, it's promotion day and we have to go to school.
But at least this is a human activity.
I don't want to rot at home.

Okay, bye.






Don't deny it.
People change all the time.

hi hi.
today we did nothing but animation for the whole school day.
it was okay. but kinda boring.
anyway,
i still haven't gotten my life back.
okay bye.

OKAY NO I AM NOT SAYING BYE YET.
how can i make such little effort to revive my blog.
I WILL JUST BE LETTING MY READERS DOWN.
wait,
i don't even have readers here.

Okay bye.

The first thing i do when i come to my blog is to check if there's new tags.
I guess i am desperate.
I don't even know why i update my blog,
since no one reads it.
I guess i am trying my best to make it alive again.

My life is out of control.
I don't know, but i am wasting my life away.
I need my life back.
I guess i shall get it back tomorrow.

Okay, i did nothing today.
I slept. I eat. I read.
That's all, yeah.
I shall do something more meaningful , tomorrow.

Okay bye.





You are my all.

books.

Hey guys.
Okay, so my blog is revived,
but hardly anyone reads my posts,
probably because everyone is busy updating their status on facebook.

Okay so today was the checking of scripts,
and well my butt went sore after sitting in the hall for the WHOLE DAY,
except for recess.
I won't be talking about results here on my blog,
because i believe if i touch on this sensitive issue,
it might arouse unnecessary trouble.

Okay, so i went hougang mall with jiayan today.
Borrowed books,
one with a bloodied knife as the front cover.
Oh i am NOT a sadist.
(i think)
the story talks about how this girl saw her "best friends" true colours,
after being in an accident.
Sounds interesting.
That's why i borrowed it.

Okay i guess there isn't much today.
My leg went sore after all that walking.


Okay, so i guess my post is gonna be boring, (again)
We are supposed to bring a torchlight tmr.
Woah.

Okay bye.

Changed.

You said you won't give in to peer pressure,
Your clothings used to be so casual,
but now because of them,
even your favourite singer became "Eminem".

You used to be so innocent and good,
But now you're licking others' boots.
You used to be so matured,
everyone says you're well-nurtured,
but now you become so disgusting,
the way you set your thinking.

You can't take life as a game;
you can change yourself, you can change your name,
You can even change your religion; but that's just lame.
But you sure can't change life.

You copy people without using your brain,
then end up having nothing gained.
Probably you can try standing in the rain,
and reflect upon how you inflict pain.

If you choose to believe what they tell you,
it's time you received the cue.
That all they said are lies,
ready to stab you in the back like knifes.

You are to superficial,
maybe you even do facial.
I am not saying i never changed,
BUT, your change had such wide range.




This poem is dedicated to you.
Whatever said above in the poem,
please DO NOT ASSUME,
i am talking about you,
UNLESS,
i say so myself.

monkey

hey people.
Okay i realized this like LONG AGO,
okay maybe not that long,
like YESTERDAY,
that my mixpod is not working.
I guess it's must be something with the template of my blog.
And i am too lazy to like put the thing in.
So like,
just make do with the music okay?
:D
MAYBE,
if i feel really bored,
i will just try to find a way to put it back
So yeah, for now,
JUST BEAR WITH IT.
I don't even know why i said that,
since no one ever comes here anyway.


Okay, so i know this morning it rained,
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY I STILL FEEL SO HOT.
Gosh, something is wrong.
And no, i am not referring to anything here.


I looked through my old photos,
feeling too bored.
I saw many familiar faces,
and naturally,
the old memories started to flood my mind.
And yes,
there were good one and bad ones.


Okay, i guess today was kind of boring.
I hope for a better day tomorrow.




I lose myself in a daydream.

Blogskin.

OKAY.
Third post of the day.
And yes, i changed my blogskin successfully.
Gosh, it tired me and my eyes out.
IT WAS LIKE BREAKING CODES.
Okay,
so i hope you guys liked my new skin.
Tough it looks simple.
But nvm.
(:

Okay bye.

Okay, i guess there isn't much difference in the skin.
BUT ANYWAY,
I think i will change it again soon.
:D
Okay bye.

Just feeling really bored.
T.O.P!

FINALLY, the exams are OVER.
I guess everyone is talking about this anyway.
But the times of mugging are over.
Great.

I gotta cut down some fats.
Gotta exercise. .___.

I guess I can't sleep tonight.
Because i slept from the afternoon to evening just now.
SO SAD IT WASN'T RAINING, OR I WOULD HAVE SLEPT TO EVEN LATER.
I HOPE IT RAINS TONIGHT
GOSH. IT WILL BE SO SHIOK!

Okay, i guess this year flew by really quick.
I'm sure you guys will agree with me eh?
I guess the time go faster and faster with each passing year,
and woah.
It's quite scary.
But it always feel good to think back on those good memories ehh?


Yeah, so i hope everything goes well from here.
















I guess my heart-break was meant to be,
with those words that pierced through me.