Saturday, November 27, 2010

Jokes.

When you say something or make a comment on someone,
think twice before you say it.
The words that come out of your mouth,
can hurt someone very deeply.

Perhaps you might think it's only a joke,
and it shouldn't be taken seriously.
But, though it's only joke,
it can seem as an insult to someone.

Never, ever, make a joke out of anyone.
It hurts.
Just ask yourself;
How would you feel if someone makes a joke out of you?


You might say just take it like a joke,
don't take it seriously,
but when this actually befalls on you,
try taking it lightly.
See how it feels,
when people taunt you,
make incessant, sardonic remarks about you.
Probably it's just part of humans,
to make fun, to mock at someone's weakness.
But as much as possible,
refrain having to hurt someone like that.


Why am i saying all these in this post?
Because I want all of you to know,
to be aware that a joke can deeply affect and hurt someone's dignity, pride and confidence.

This post might not even be taken seriously,
But i do hope that this message can be carried across.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

PSLE.

Yay.
PSLE top scorer from Rosyth.
:)

Great, that reminds me of the day I went to collect my results.
it was... idk.
Fast?
You get it,
then you see it,
then yeah.
Happy or sad,
it's written in black and white.

I guess I learn something from this.
No matter what you do,
though people say it's the process that's the most important and rewarding,
the result/outcome matters alot as well.

So they're both equally important.

That's truth.


Okay bye.

Monday, November 22, 2010

choices.

My throat hurts.
My mouth hurts.
My tonsils hurts.

Actions speaks louder than words.
Rather than wasting time saying it over and over again,
why not do it?

Sigh.
Today, is a depressing day.
Nope.
No dark clouds.
No stormy weather.
But it's a bad day.

I wonder, when these bad days will end.
People always say,
"You have control over your emotions. You have the choice to have a good or lousy day".
Oh really?
No.
We have control over what's going to happen?
No.
Can we still bear to smile after bad things happen?
No.
So, in what ways do we have the choice?
...






Your dark, twisted games.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

awesome.

Thanks Bob and Herald,
For making me feel that my blog still deserves some tags.
Anyway.
Today,
Was awesome.

:)


Was at Nurul's house, with HuiXian, Amos and WaiLoon.
Spammed cards games.
Kept on getting high.
It's been long since we met up.


Anyway, there isn't much else to add now.
Okay then.
Bye.





Just the way you are.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Innocence.

Today, I looked through my old photo album.
The photos were taken probably more than a decade ago.
Sinking myself back into those days,
I wanted to cry.
The Arvil Lavinge's "Innocence" started playing in my mind.
"This innocence is brilliant".
Indeed, the innocence we had when we were young is priceless.

As we were so small,
all we had in mind was only one thing: Fun.
We did not have a care in the world,
no homework,
no backstabs,
nothing.
Pure innocence.

Everytime I think back about those days,
I always wish that I could go back to those days.
Carefree, lively days.
Then, we didn't know what's "Humiliation"
We were ourselves,
not a single need to act and pretend to be who you do not want to be.

Those were the days,
I believe,
Everyone was to go back to.
The days without pretence.
Without false acts.
Without worries.
Without pain.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Failure.

today is a sad day.
the heavy rain in the afternoon and the dark clouds that did not allow any sunshine to shine through gave me somewhat a premonition that something bad, bad, bad was going to happen.
Indeed, that something bad did happen.

Sigh.
I never expected myself to fall to such plight.
Such pathetic, disappointing state.
It disgust me to see myself so weak.
So.. vulnerable.

Okay, this post is not meant to rant about how suckish i am, neither is it to make it seem like i am emo, OR TRYING TO GAIN SOME SYMPATHY FROM MY READERS, BECAUSE I DON'T NEED ANY SYMPATHY.

It's just doing some self-reflections,
and at the same time train up my typing skills,
yeah yeah, i type very slowly.
(Another sign of failure in me)


Okay,
bye.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

satisfaction.

Hey people.
So yes, i am again, here, trying pathetically to revive my long dead blog.
I'm sorry i let you down blog.

So anyway, on saturday, it was the school open house,
and we had a performance in the morning yep.
But there ain't many audiences, probably because it's in the morning,
and humans need their sleep. Yeah. But the band sounded great anyway. :)

Okay, duty at the booth was fun too.
LOL, to attract people to our band booth, we actually played songs!
But there were only a FEW instruments; trumpets, eupho, tuba, clarinet, trombone, flutes, saxaphone and percussion(if you call hitting the table with drumsticks a percussion section).

Okay so probably most of the instruments were there actually.

yeah, AND INDEED it worked. People started coming to our booth!
For only awhile. Then we lost our attraction. Sad.

Yeah so anyway, the day was exhausting but fun.
:)

I guess this is the first time, in a long time,
that i have ever posted something so long.
Or if you even call this long.
Even if no one reads it,
i am still happy i made an effort to actually do it.

I learnt something today.
Satisfaction does not come from the attainment or achievement or result,
it comes from the effort that was put it.
Indeed.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Screwed-up.

Hey guys.
I guess my attempt to revive my blog has failed,
miserably.
It's the second week of the holidays.
And i have done practically,
nothing.
I don't understand why i always screw things up like shit.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

source of error.

I'm so tired today.
Sorry for the previous post.
Didn't have much to say.


Question: What is the source of error?
Answer: Your face.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

rotted.

I am rotting.
Okay bye.






Her stare was cold, her voice didn't tremble.
I felt something deep within me beginning to tumble.
Down, down, down.
Even a thousand clowns,
will never make me smile.


The lump in my throat i can't swallow,
tells me i am so shallow.
The burning tears i couldn't fight back,
shows me a true friend is what i lack.