Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas.

Merry christmas!
I hope Santa visits tonight.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

14.




Thank you guys, for making my 14th birthday a memorable one. :)
Nurul, I hope your toe don't hurt as much now.
And Huixian! I managed to iron the thingy so it sticks together now.
It's SO COOL.:)

Okay, so my birthday was yesterday.
I don't know if i'm ready to be fourteen, on-going fifteen next year.
What lies ahead in the future is so unexpected, and unknown.
But i believe, with the encouragement from my friends,
and the support from my family,
I would be able to survive through it.
:)

Monday, December 20, 2010

mistakes.

Mistakes occur, every single day of our lives.
Be it big ones or small ones,
They happen.

I made many mistakes before.
Two different mistakes,
cost me two different friends.
It is a very sad fact to say that,
a mistake like that would cost me such precious friends.
I really didn't mean to make those mistakes.

Even though nobody knows who I am referring to here,
or maybe you do,
but here,
I sincerely apologise for making that mistake,
who has cost me to lose you.
I apologise for all the damage and hurt that has been done to you.
I'm sorry.
Really, sorry.

I hope i will never, ever make that mistake again.
I hope not.
Please, my friends,
who are currently reading this blog post,
forgive me if i said something bad or hurtful to you.
I would never every mean to say that.
I would never ever mean to hurt anyone that I sincerely treat as a friend.

once again,
I'm sorry.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Minimalism.

HI PEOPLE. I am currently feeling very cold.
I like this weather.
NICE. :)

Anyway,
I realised i get pissed off SO easily.
I need to enter some anger-management class.
Seriously.
Whewww.

Okay,
I am practising minimalism.
Which means that I'm trying to minimize all that I have,
into just those I NEED.
:)

I guess it will turn out ot be useful,
because if there's too much things,
there would be distractions,
and when there's distractions we can't focus and concentrate on things we really need to complete.
:)

Okay, I guess that's all for now.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Zwinds plus Swiss! :)

What is wrong with people these days?
Stop blaming it on me!
It's YOUR fault okay!
Stop pushing my confidence level down!
Stop trying to reflect your mistakes on me!

Heck.
I'm sorry i said all that.
I couldn't control it.
I hope you didn't mean to do it.
I would believe so anyway.

Anyway,
Zwinds plus Swiss concert is really awesome and fab.
And cool.
I wish there would be something like that next time or smth.
:)


Okay, bye.

Monday, December 13, 2010

dedication. (shortone)

Dearest Sarahcute,
thanks alot for your compliment to this better-off-dead blog.

Anyway,
this post,
as usual, will be filled with nothing significant,
touching, educational,
whatever.
It's just going to be another post,
dedicated to someone :)


Please,
stop looking down on people.
One day,
we're going to prove you wrong.
You watch.
You wait and see.
One day,
i will prove you wrong.

Okay, forget it
I'm so tired.
Bye.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

damn you.

Dearest kamilaSexy,
OH ARE YOU SERIOUS THAT MY POST IS EXTREMELY GOOD?
YOU MUST BE JOKING!
But thanks anyway.
:)


I cannot believe you are still so happy after things turn out this way.
Time is running out.
And you still can laugh?!
YOU STILL CAN LAUGH?!

I am trying so hard here,
not to burst and explode,
not to lose control over my rational,
NOT TO TYPE YOUR NAME IN THIS POST ONLY DEDICATED TO YOU.

Seriously.
Grow up.
Wake up.
It's not some kind of joke, you can brush off.
Stop being so selfish,
and spare a damn thought for others who care.


Damn you.
Seriously.
Damn you.





I'm extremely sorry for the use of vulgarities and my uncouth language in this post,
But i really cannot control my temper any longer.
I wish i had done more.

And,
please do not assume this post is dedicated to you,(if you're reading this)
because your assumptions would then be very inaccurate.

Once again,
DAMN YOU.

Friday, December 3, 2010

pathetic

I've never, ever feel so cheated in my life.

Okay, maybe i did.
But WHATEVER.

Uh,
okay. So yeah.
I don't have much to say.

Great,
I feel so pathetic.
I shouldn't even be blogging,
if that's the kind of posts I'm going to be putting up.

Sigh.








Obsession, is clouding my head.
I can't think straight.
Damn.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Art of blogging

Dearest Nurul,
I can clearly see you're in love.
Thanks for tagging anyway.
Dearest HuiXian,
Thanks for tagging too.
I appreciate your tags.

Okay,
Sorry for not posting in such a long time.
But seriously,
who blogs these days?

I should really quit my obsession of stalking people.
I should go get some life.
Okay.
I shall try and find my life tmr.
Yay.

it's raining.
Heavily.
Lightning.
Thunder.
Sigh.
Bad weather.


Okay sorry,
this is all the crap I can come out with.
I have not yet master the art of blogging.


Okay bye.