I've thought abou t many things in these few days.
About my sec one life and my primary school life.
I have thought about my friends, family and school.
I've thought about what i've done and what people have done to me.

Maybe what you said was right. But i think it's wrong.
I couldn't get those words out of my head as soon as you said it.
It was horrible. The words stuck in my head. Like chewing gum.
I was wrong about you.

You take off your mask.
You disgust me.
But i don't know why.
It's complicating i guess. But i wish you could keep your mask in place.

You do not consider how i feel. Sad. Angry. Hurt.
You just make sure you feel nice.
And i am the price you pay.
You never know the pain.
And i do not blame you for that.
Cause you have never been through it before.

I don't want the same thing to happen again like last time.
That's why.

I know i shouldn't let this bother me.
yes.
I should put everything behind me.
Dump them all at the back of my mind.
I hope i can do that.

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HEY!
YTD WE GOT THE LIT REHEARSAL FOR THE PLAY. AHHH... I AM THE BEGGER AND THE BULLY.== THEN WHEN PUI CHUI "gave" ME THE MONEY I WAS SUPPOSE TO SAY THANK YOU AND THEN I WAS LIKE "TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY!" then the class started laughing== and i was thinking if i should laugh anot(:

THEN AFTER THAT WENT TO JIAYAN HOUSE WITH AUDREY AND TZE NING. BEFORE THAT I WENT TO POPULAR AND THEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BUY STYROFOAM THEN I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED JASMINE THEY ALL WERE BUYING FOR ME AND THEN. I REALISED. WE MADE A WASTED TRIP==''

But nvm. AT LEAST I BOUGHT A HIGHLIGHTER^^ It's blue(: very light blue like the kind of sky blue(:

then when we reached jiayan house her maid help us cook MACARONI^^ ! But then tze ning didn't finish her macaroni cos she brought mee swah to jiayan's house to eat then she was too full. yeah.

THEN AFTER THAT WE GO WATCH TV! change here change there THEN WE SAW. POWERPUFF GIRLS! wooooots. my next favourite tv drama from teletubbies. THEN TN SAY SHE WANTED TO SEE THE COOKING WOMAN INSTEAD. so we change back to the cooking one lor==''

THEN we watched MYTHBUSTERS!(:(: They were holding some sniper or something then audrey was like "OMG OMG" or something liddat. BUT ANYWAYS SHE SEEMED VERY EXCITED.(:

THEN audrey and tze ning went home first while me and jiayan go play badminton near her block there. I WORE THE CLASS TEE SHIRT(: lols play play play AND THEN I ALWAYS PICK UP THE SHUTTLES ONE BECAUSE JIAYAN ALWAYS HIT THE SHUTTLE TO ME EVEN IF IT'S ALREADY ON THE FLOOR== so finally after i am damn tired of picking up the shuttles.... SHE BROUGHT ME TO THE INTERCHANGE! lols.

NOT ACTUALLY to the interchange. the road near the interchange(: haha.

THEN went back and do english picture discussion.. OMG I DAMN SCARED. I GOT STAGE FRIGHT:( later i can't say anything. LOLS.

kk that;s all for YESTERDAY(:

LOLS I GO SEE RAINBOW LE(: AS IN AFTER THE RAIN COS IT'S RAINING QUITE HEAVILY NOW(: kk bye bye(:

Sorry for suddenly reposting again.


THIS IS JUST A REMINDER! PLEASE TAGG! PLEASE(: THANKS! (please ar?)^^

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OMYGOSH TODAY IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW IS 9/9/09!! SO COOL^^!

Fell sick with flu today so never go band but much better now that i took my medicine and i think i should be going for the rehearsal play for literature tomorrow(: haha walau the pills that cost my dad over 40 bucks is SO SMALL. LIKE ONE AND A HALF SMALLER THAN PANADOL! panadol^^ yups i also ate 2 panadol pills! YAY SO HAPPEEEYY!(: haha then suddenly after eating panadol i felt so high(: LOLS JOKING LAH.(:

ACTUALLY I CAME TO POST BECAUSE OF THE 9/9/009 THING AND SINCE NOTHING ELSE TO POST LE SO I... GO SEE MY RAIN-BOW K? and eat mee siam(: K BYES(:

SERIOUSLY. I HOPE YOU CAN DAMN IT STOP SAYING ALL THOSE DAMMIT SHIT ABOUT ME. NOT FUNNY I TELL YOU REALLY REALLY NOT FUNNY. I COULD HAVE SMASHED YOU ON THE SPOT. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO WASTE MY PRECIOUS ENERGY TO SHUT YOU UP. I RATHER SAVE IT TO SHIT IN THE TOILET BOWL THAN ON YOU. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME I HOPE YOU CAN SAY IT IN MY FACE. NO NEED TO KEEP ON SAYING THOSE CRAP, AS IF TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING LIDDAT==. YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN GET ANGRY ISSIT. I ALSO GOT LIMIT ONE RIGHT? AND YOU PUSHING AND PUSHING THAT LIMIT THAT MY BLOODY BLOOD IS GOING TO BURST MY BRAIN AND I HOPE IF THIS HAPPENS MY BLOOD WILL FLOW YOU LIKE TSUNAMI.OKOK CHIILLLLL. REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE CONTINUING IT ALREADY IO AM ALREADY TRYING TO RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO SMASH MY KEYBOARD.



*I WANT TO SPEND MY LAST SEC 1 LIFE ENJOYABLY. PLEASE LEMME DO SO.

hello MY LOYAL READERS! haha jk la
ANYWAY. ISSIT TRUE THAT MORE COLOURS WILL HAVE EYE PAIN? okok then Esmonde prepare to endure more pain(: lols.

so what's up. TEACHERS' DAY IS FUN. OK MAYBE NOT VERY BUT STILL FUN(: TZE NING I OWE YOU ONE FLOWER GO BACK SCH I DRAW FOR YOU(: lols. WHO CALL YOU RUN OFF(: haha nvm.

VISITED PRIMARY SCHOOL! i think most of you did la. COS IT'S NATURAL! haha. SAW Mrs Tan.. and gave her the flower Tze Ning left me with.. and i said" YOU LOOK LIKE A ROSE!'' lols. yea. haha.

Then after that nothing else to do le.. SO I JUST GO HOME. AND ACTUALLY I WANT SEND SECRET VALENTINE FROM MY FREN'S PHONE THEN SUDDENLY. MY PHONE JUST DOWN COS NO BATT. ARGH. THEN I WAS OVER THERE CURSING MYSELF FOR NOT CHARGING AND CURSING MY PHONE FOR BEING SO WEAK. lols BUT I APOLOGISED TO MY PHONE LATER(: haha.

Then after i reached home i realised I HAVEN'T EAT LUNCH. i look at the clock and it was 4.30. AND I DIDN'T FEEL HUNGRY! omg so rare! BUT ANYWAY. i still made myself a cup of hot MILO. MILO(: then went on9 and went to try elearning. WTFFFFFFFFFF i didn't understand the shit it was toking abt. SO I JUST OFF THE COM AND GO SLEEP.

CHILL. Ok nothing else to say le(: TOMOROW GOT HISTORY SSP AND BAND. WAH. GONNA BE TIRING. NVM JIAYOUS!!!!!!! ( Actually i also dunno who i jiayous for) BUT NVM(:

OK I GO SEE MY BELOVED RAINBOW! lols if it's possible. HAHA. AND I'M NO MORE EMO COS IT'S NOT WORTH IT. KAYS BYE BYE(:!

Hi.
Yeah Tze Ning, I'm DAMN hornoured. So hornoured until don't know what to say. lols.
Yeah i agree. You're damn obessed. lols.

Dunno why everytime i go on9, i will get so emo de. wth. damn weird. and i still want come on9. LOLS IT HURTS SO GOOD. lols now i'm getting more and more like a damn sadist. haha i remembered that time the d and t lesson the teacher asks us to bring penknife, then he added jokingly said that it was for cutting ourselves and then we started cheering! LOLS SADDDIIISSTT.

AND just for your info, ihopeyoucanstopsayingthatasit'sdamnirrtatingandit'snotfunny.definitelynotfunny. fank you. it's not funny. AND STOP BEING A HYPOCRITE FOR DAMN GOODNESS SAKE.

OK CHILL. CHILL... PANADOL I NEED THE DAMN PANADOL.yeah. got it. lols.

hmm.... nothing else to say le.. final year exams creeping closer and clser... JIAYOUS PEOPLE. best luck.

life's still getting worse day by day. more and more things i can't understand more and more things hidden from me. more and more things come to light, more and more things kept in the dark. complication and confusing just the way it is.

hmm.. nvm. i go PLAY GAMES LA(: it always cheers me up(: bye bye!