Friday, December 16, 2011

我 们 。

就快要结束了。
到了今天,我还是不知道该如何接受这事实。
说我傻,说痴痴的等待是没有用的,
但是我还是没办法让自己放手。
我无法放开我们所一起拥有的那些回忆,
无法放开我们所一起拥有的那份爱。

心头不只是感到酸酸的,也非常遗憾。




为什么,你永远不可能是我的?
而我却那么害怕失去你呢?

Monday, December 12, 2011

w e a l t h .

Sometimes, I just want to walk alone in the park,
feeling the cool breeze on my face,
thinking back on the precious memories I shared with the ones I loved.
I no understand why is everyone so caught up in a flux,
trying to live their life the way they think they should.

They pursue glamour, power and wealth.
But ultimately,
What does it lead us to anyway?
People these days know the price of everything, but the value of nothing.
And honestly,
I find that very saddening.




I can't bring myself to look you in the eyes.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

G u y s .

Guys.
They are so superficial.
They can only see how attractive a girl is,the way they look,
the way they dress, the way the put on their makeup.
Those unlucky girls who do not look as aesthetically pleasing as others,they simply get ignored.
Worse of all,they usually get cruelly rejected,
yet leaving another scar on their already damaged souls and hearts.


I often wonder,whether the guys noticed how these girls,reveal their genuine smiles whenever they see their eyes twinkle playfully as they talked about the times he had fun.

How she would tuck the loose strand of hair dangling by the side of their cheek neatly behind their right ear when she's nervous,or look away shyly whenever they look them directly in the eyes.

How she would do funny, stupid and completely redundant and to an extent, retarded actions just so he could notice her?
Or how she would especially wear something nice so she could leave a good impression on him?

Guys, it's time you learn to look deeper than the way things appear to be one the surface.
Wake up your ideas about girls.
We're not as simple as you think we are.






The empty space in my heart is still vacant.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

d e c e m b e r .

December starts today.
Looking back at everything, I'm pretty amazed I survived so much.
But the worse has yet to come.


Just remembered a quote from "The Outsiders" by S.E Hinton;
"Nothing gold can stay."
So I'm just trying to cherish all that I have now.
Clinging on to those times we shared,
the memories we had,
before it all fades away.






I have died everyday waiting for you.
Darling don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a thousand years,
And I'd love you, for a thousand more.
- Christina Perri; A Thousand Years.